cherish your loved ones

SUMMARY

2008-10-21T01:58:00.000-07:00

Another brief update on the past few days:

-->SATURDAY October 18th

-ARCHDIOCESAN YOUTH DAY rocked! Especially Prince of Peace and the songs which we could jump and scream our hearts out!

-Saw Clare and K _ _ _ _ _ _, her CLAP peeps and so many ex-sn girls! It was like big reunion in the toilet. Heh.

-And now me and Deebs have a major crush on the same guy. GREAT. :p

--> SUNDAY October 19th

-MISSION FORMATION SESSION was fruitful. Even though had to rush in and out for av duty and all.

-OUTREACH MINISTRY for the mission. I joined mostly to lose weight but also because alone, I won't dare to do anything. But if I was in a group, that would make a significant difference.

--> MONDAY October 20th

-WILD WILD WET was super fun! Life guards were HAWT and weather was GOOD!

--> TUESDAY October 21st

-DAY OF RELECTION helped me rethink my perspectives and reconsider what I'm doing.

-ELDDS session with A Wong was a lot better than with Jeya. Grr... PANIC FOR THURSDAY.

OH MY FREAK

2008-10-16T06:05:00.000-07:00

Man, its been so crazy around here these days. Here's a brief update/summary:

~ELDDS

-LAUNCH: performance on 03/11 for all teachers of the North Zone (get to miss the crappy careers education workshop)

- STUPID CUPID: production on 14/11 for all in Drama Studio around evening (freaking over decisions now) order tickets from me! :P

~SCHOOL

-EOYS: averagely done although some subjects were below my expectations

-LESSONS: continuing lessons all the way till 10/11

-CLASS: me, pui san, xue jun, angel, vanessa and siao yi have just started writing this junk story. So far cai jiahua, dion and wei qi have read it.

~CHURCH

-ARCHDIOCESAN YOUTH DAY: 18/11 which will take up the whole day and my dad's getting pissed because I've missed all the swimming lessons for this month. And my mum is irritated because she thinks all church things are costing more. >:[

-MISSION TRIP: apparently we have another mission formation session on 19/11. But, I haven't been given any admin stuff to handle even though uncle Al said there was a lot to do.

-AV: cheng mei says there's some training thing on 19/11. See the date clash? ^^

~FRIENDS

-MORE THAN FRIENDS: going well :]

-NORMAL FRIENDS: keep going :)

Well, thats pretty much what has been happening to me. Recently, I've had an orange bowl craze to keep ta pau-ing orange bowl home. Hehe. Hmm... Probably going to do the same thing tomorrow too. YAY! ;]

SURVIVOR

2008-09-26T19:49:00.000-07:00

Yeaps, I'm definitely a survivor. The first whole week of EOYS and I survived it and I think I did alright for the exam. Many things happening after the exams which end at around 9-10am plus which gives us sufficient time to do STUFF before going home to mug for the next paper.

Hehe. Yesterday after chem paper which ended at 10am, went to AMK Hub for a while then... yeah yeah and all. Very funny but can't say why... Things are definitely looking up now. A bit obvious but seriously all coincidentals...

I'm going to survive next week too. (I hope) :D

worse day ever

2008-09-15T00:16:00.000-07:00

This is definitely the worst shit ever. Can't tell the details cause it just bunches up to become something big and horrible. And it just makes me feel so miserable now. I'm choking now and I can't breathe.

Thanks papa and mummy for knowing. Thanks mei mei and pie pie for being so understanding.

So what if I know now? Doesn't change anything, sorry.

MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL

2008-09-14T05:00:00.000-07:00

Oh my... what a week. Mugging has been kind of fruitful. Especially in maths and physics. The rest is pretty much easy. So many things happening, so many things going on. Yesterday san san came back with her husband and we celebrated mid-autumn festival with them. The snow skin moon cake is still my favourite. And playing sparkles was damn freaking fun! We were competing to see who could throw the furthest. Thankfully, nothing caught fire. ;)

After this, I will be going down to celebrate with my family too. My mum's really keeping up the tradition. Moon cake and tea. Strictly no sparkling juice. Damn. And we bought more whistling sparkles and lanterns. Its going to be great fun cause for once the whole family is home. And speaking of family, my dad seems to be interested in going to China with 4th uncle and family, 5th uncle and family, and 8th aunt and family. WITHOUT ME!!! Because I will be leaving for Philippines on the same day as them. Grr... >:(

Today was weird. Clare knows all the itty bitty details that made it good. :) And I didn't go for canteen duty cause of personal reasons, so went to cat class to find that there wasn't any cat class. Argh. But luckily Cheng Mei and Beatrice were there too so we went to the junior cat room to slack. Thats when I decided to call Clare to update and talk until my battery went flat. More stuff happened outside then I picked Cheeksy up and we dropped him off at his soccer class and headed home.

STRESS. Next week's going to be nuts. With English Oral Test and Mock exam to be prepared for, I barely have enough time for myself (and my _s)! And EOYS start next next week... Ah...

PANIC.

Hot 'N Cold by Katy Perry

2008-09-10T04:21:00.001-07:00

(V1)
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you P.M.S
Like a bitch (chick)
I would know
And you over think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

(CHORUS)
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down

(V2)
We used to be
Just like twins
So insync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh
About nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change

(CHORUS)
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down

(BRIDGE)
Someone call the doctor
Got a case of love bi polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
And I can't get off this ride...

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

(CHORUS)
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down

THE MAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED

2008-09-04T05:51:00.000-07:00

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cuase If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

Chorus 2x

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

This song is so sweet again. Even dodo bird agrees. If a guy would wait for me regardless of anything, I would throw myself at him.

Busy, busy, busy. Watched Wall-e today. Non-existent conversations made it very sleepy but still cute. :]

YOU. ARE. SO. DEAD.

2008-08-31T22:09:00.000-07:00

You are mince meat woman. You have no idea. You have absolutely no idea. After October 6th, you will not exist. I can see through you. I swear I can. And all I see now, are lies. You backstab me, you lie to me, you do THIS to me. Friends, huh. Well, I'll show you.

So now you thought you know me huh. Nobody knows me well enough to know what I can do. And now you've made me mad. So mad I don't care if you have innocent intentions or whatever shit you say. I don't want you anymore.

I'm going to change so much, you're going to wish you didn't do anything in the first place. You're going to wish you needed me. You're going to wish you told me everything in the first place. You are going to pay me back BIG TIME lady.

Because I am through with protecting you. Go get hurt for all I care. This time, you'll be hurting because of me. I'm through with the time when I said "How could you do this to me?" Cause now its your turn. If you thought I was just a bitch, you have absolutely no idea whats coming your way after October 6th.

I, on the other hand, know you. I know where to hit where it hurts. I know what to do and what to say to make it bad for you. I know exactly what to do. Anything to hurt you. You just wait. After October 6th, you're a goner bitch.

You need a warning sign. To say that underneath this innocent cover is a cunning person. You forced me to do this. All the lies, I forgave. All the ignoring, I understood. But thats it. There's a line that totally crosses this border. And you just crossed it. You're going down. After October 6th because you are so not worth me wasting my studying time now planning on revenge. Just you wait.

I'm going to look down on you. I'm going to rub it in your face so much, you can't see anything. You're going to cry. Starting from your family. And oh yes, I can get to them. Just you wait and see.

You betrayed me, backstabbed me, lied to me, whatever a good friend shouldn't have done, you did. Yeah, because thats what we are remember? GOOD FRIENDS??? I did all I could for you. And yet you couldn't do the same for me. I'm through with saying "Why?" too. Its your turn now.

YOU. ARE. SO. DEAD.

HOLIDAYS

2008-08-31T21:02:00.000-07:00

Window by Shirlyn Tan

she looked out the window
and she saw a million stars shine upon the house she sits in
searching through her memory
and she saw a little girl crying alone in the dark
she looked out the window
and she saw a naked man dying in the sunset

her eyes were shining like stars
and the sky was falling
while she was crying
before he died
how she tried to make things right

she looked out of the window
and she saw a lonely bird flying away from love lost
searching through her memory
and she saw a pair of eyes peering into solitude
she looked out of the window
and she saw a pair of hands holding her future

her eyes were shining like the stars
and the sky was falling
while she was crying
before he died
how she tried to make things right

what did she see you ask me
i couldn't understand the tongue she spoke
when i found her
wild was her hair in the night
in the night

her eyes were shining like stars
and the sky was falling
while she was crying
before he died
how she tried to make things right

she looked out of the window

MUGGING.

CHECK YES JULIET

2008-08-29T05:51:00.000-07:00

CHECK YES JULIET by WE THE KINGS

Check yes juliet
are you with me
rain is falling down on the sidewalk
i won't go until you come outside
check yes juliet
kill the limbo
i'll keep tossing rocks at your window
cause there's no turning back for us tonight

lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

check yes juliet
i'll be waiting
wishing, wanting
yours for the taking
just sneak out
and don't tell a soul goodbye
check yes juliet
here's the countdown
3...2...1... now fall in my arms
now they can change the locks
don't let them change your mind

lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

we're flying through the night
flying through the night
way up high,
the view from here is getting better with
you by myside

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

This song is so sweet...I mean the video. I totally owned this week! I never thought I would be able to survive this week. PPR, OBS peeps gone, STUFF. It was all alright. And today after celebrations and stuff, we went out. It was so funny now that I think back about it. The three of us sitting on the benches at J8 and being so... weird. With the camera in front of us. And when we returned to AMK Hub, we sat at another bench and started spilling everything about secret stuff. We totally bared it all to each other man. Yup, we can definitely handle this holiday.

I've made serious plans to study this week. I'm going to use this holiday well. Study for me. No one is going to look down on me. No one is going to laugh at me when I buy a dictionary in my husband's house. No one is going to say I wasted money on it and that I won't understand anyway.

You're a real sick bitch you know. You ass hole. And people who know me should know I seldom curse people. So you can probably guess how sick this bitch is. Think you so great huh. Just you wait and see, you ain't seen anything by me yet. You saw my sister and VJC is not all I tell you. You have no idea what was coming your way when you did what you did. Well, I'm going to show you. Say goodbye to your marriage. I'm gonna own you ass hole. You just gave me the motivation that I needed for the rest of my life. Thanks for that. But you are so going down woman. Whether its now or 20 years later. I'm never going to stop. This is what family is for. *gives sickeningly sweet smile*

Good luck for the rest of your pathetic sad life. Which, by the way, you don't have much left of anyway. Quoting from TROY, one day, I will look down at your corpse and smile. Thats how much I detest you. I can never forgive you. You disgust me. You weirdo. Yeah, thats how it is. Pest.

SONG

2008-08-27T03:43:00.000-07:00

Happy Ending by Mika

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more

I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more

I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday [x2]

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]

I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together [x2]

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.

Oh gosh...This song totally describes my predicament. And Clare, I saved you the trouble of going to search for the lyrics. Here it is. Sad sad sad...

FALL TO PIECES

2008-08-24T04:15:00.000-07:00

Sweet About Me by Gabriella Cilmi

Ooh Watching Me, Hanging By A String This Time
Oh Easily The Climax Of A Perfect Life.
Ooh Watching Me, Hanging By A String This Time.
Oh Easily, My Smiles Worth A Hundred Lies.

If There’s Lessons To Be Learned, I’d Rather Get My Jamming Words In First Oh
Tell Ya Something That I’ve Found, That The Worlds A Better Place When It’s Upside Down Boy
If There’s Lessons To Be Learned, I’d Rather Get My Jamming Words In First Oh
When Your Playing With Desire, Don’t Come Running To My Place When It Burns Like Fire, Boy.

Sweet About Me, Nothing Sweet About Me, Yeah
Sweet About Me, Nothing Sweet About Me, Yeah
Sweet About Me, Nothing Sweet About Me Yeah
Sweet About Me, Nothing Sweet About Me, Yeah

Blue, Blue, Blue Waves They Crash
As Time Goes By, So Hard To Catch
And Too, Too Smooth, Ain’t All That
Why Don’t You Ride My Side Of The Tracks

If There’s Lessons To Be Learned, I’d Rather Get My Jamming Words In First Oh
Tell Ya Something That I’ve Found, That The Worlds A Better Place When It’s Upside Down Boy
If There’s Lessons To Be Learned, I’d Rather Get My Jamming Words In First Oh
When Your Playing With Desire, Don’t Come Running To My Place When It Burns Like Fire, Boy.

Sweet About Me, Nothing Sweet About Me, Yeah
Sweet About Me, Nothing Sweet About Me, Yeah
Sweet About Me, Nothing Sweet About Me Yeah
Sweet About Me, Nothing Sweet About Me, Yeah

This song is cool. It was the first song in i-lost-count-of-how-many-days that caught my attention. Rah. Sunday 9am mass. Poor moo moo got scolding huh. And today was a happy day. :]

It all started with setting out for 9am mass. Since Papa was running the Safra marathon so we were supposed to walk to church. Just as we walked to the car park, Jonathan's parents stopped and asked if we wanted a lift. I was dubious because there was 4 of us. But she said can squeeze so my mum said okay. Then we went to stop to pick up Bryan so it was the 4 of us in a 3 people seat.

Thanks to fate, my mum picked to sit on top and the brother pair of eye-candies happened to come late for once and sat 2 rows behind me. Then another eye-candy with the little boy (West) face sat the row behind me. And thank God Pie Pie was being nice and cute and close to me today. :)

Then we had a nice yummy meal of roti prata at Sin Ming where Papa met us there. Then we went to Bishan Library. Okay, everyone else went to the library. We went shoppping. Hehe. At B.H.G, I managed to find this pretty pair of black pumps. They were so pretty and reasonable so mummy bought it for me. I think she could tell I was upset. Thanks mum. :D

Smsing Moo Moo and Clare makes me happy too. I like pressurising Moo Moo. Heehee.

I might actually make it through this time. I just might make it through. Wish me luck trying!

AFRAID

2008-08-22T20:28:00.000-07:00

Oh Gawd. I should be having a fever anytime now. I checked my temperature just now after drinking water (can you believe me actually drinking water). Slight fever. And I'm going to eat some chocolates later. I don't actually mind getting sick. Maybe it will help next week go extra fast. Maybe it will help me get my head off some other stuff. Maybe it will burn my brain so I can never go back to school again.

Gee, I might actually really want some of these stuff to happen to me.

And I'm dreading RCIY... Don't think there's any Music Ministry stuff cause Matthew didn't sms me. And I checked with Nicholas and he said no. But still...I'm starting to panic. A whole month without swimming and I actually thought when I go back it would be okay. Now I doubt my positive thinking. What was I thinking?

After RCIY its not as if it gets any better. Rush home, bathe, then rush to Mama House. I hate taking 130 on Saturdays. Full of Indians and Bhangras.Eat a nice warm meal prepared my Tukiyah then do my homework (Summary and A Maths homework). Thankfully all my cousins will be there and my aunt will be there to help me with my A Maths homework.

Sunday. I'll just go to 9am mass with my family then go home and finish whatever homework I still have and go sallow in my misery. The last day. I can't believe I managed to do the SL Project on my own. With some of Angie's help of course. (Thanks). Not going to help out with busking or selling stuff. Parents. End-Of-Years. You get the point.

And on Monday, I'm bloody hoping I fall sick already. There's no school on Tuesday so I suppose I will blog about how horrible and miserable I'm feeling. Why why why why why. Pissing me off. I hate this shit.

NOW

2008-08-22T03:44:00.000-07:00

Stay With Me by DJ Ironik

Brother And Sister Together Will Make It Through
Some Day A Spirit Will Take You And Guide You There
I Know You've Been Hurting But Ive Been Waiting To Be There For You
And Ill Be There Just Helping You Out Whenever I Can
Everybodys Free
Listen This Ones For All The Ones Showing Love, Its Appreciated Life's Crazy Man Listen To The Lyrics

[Chorus:]
Stay With Me Don't Fall Asleep To Soon The Angels Can Wait For A Moment
(They Can Wait For A Moment)

[Chorus:]
Stay With Me Don't Fall Asleep Too Soon The Angels Can Wait For A Moment

Listen, Listen To The Words

[Verse 1:]
Don't Cry For Me When I'm Gone No Point Of Wasted Tears Our Time Will Come One Day And I'm Just Confronting My Fears Though Its Not Really A Fear Its More Like A Destiny Some Times I Sit And Wonder Is This Life Really For Me, Coz Ive Seen,Seen, Heard, Felt, I'm Done. I Hope Ur Proud Of Where Ive Come, You've Seen Me Grown An Helped Me Thou, An There Is No Repaying You, Im Here An I Feel Like Im Delaying You, Betraying You, An When I'm Gone I Hope There's Sum1 Saving You

[Chorus:]
Stay With (Im Gonna Stay, Listen) Me Dont Fall Asleep Too Soon (Im Gonna Try Not To) The Angels Can Wait For A Moment (They Can Wait Man, I Swear)
Stay With Me Dont Fall Asleep Too Soon The Angels (Im Gonna Hold On) Can Wait For A Moment

[Verse 2:]
I Wanna Seee Your Face Every Time I Come Home Coz I Cant Leave U Like This In This Cold World Alone, But, In This Live Were Livin Hu Knows When Ill Be Gone, I Dont Wanna Leave You Wiv Wot Ifs, Now Im In For Long (To The World) Theres To Much To Proove, An Sometimes I Wonder Wot I Really Have To Lose, An Then I Really See Its Not All About Me, I Wanna Show You From This Harsh Mad Reality, Its Real.

[Chorus:]
(Like, Lifes Risky Sometimes, But Really, U Gotta Take Your Chances)
Stay With Me Dont Fall Asleep Too Soon The Angels Can Wait For A Moment( Its Crazy Look)
Stay With Me Dont Fall Asleep Too Soon The Angels Can Wait For A Moment
(Listen 2 The Words)

[Verse 2:]
To The World,
Lifes A Game An We Need 2 Play It Correct, Do The Right Moves An Dont Get Caught Up In Ldza Mess, Be Calm Dont Be Stressed, Be Sure To Pass Ya Test, Stand Ur Ground An Dont Let Others Put You To The Test (Repeat)

[Chorus:]
Stay With Me Dont Fall Asleep Too Soon The Angels Can Wait For A Moment [x3]

Was that _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ i saw on 130 yesterday? AHHH!!! Thats the only happy thing yesterday. LD was hilarious.

Kevin ah. Bumped into him at AMK Hub again. What exactly are the odds. Him coming up a escalator and me walking past it. Clare can always find a way to make me smile. :) Even if it means tickling me.

I was damn shitty low. Its just so hard. Its just suffocating me and I'm officially out of breath. So I suppose I can pretend this is my time for a breather? Any reason to make me feel better now.

You. An ass hole. A confusing ass hole. A mind-boggling confusing ass hole.
You pig. You selfish pig. You self-possessed selfish pig.

Me. Confused. Distraught. Close-to-ripping-my-hair-out-but-i-wont-do-it-because-i-like-my-hair-too-much. In other words, falling so hard.

2008-08-18T00:57:00.000-07:00

Many many changes recently.

Changes in everything.

Changes in eye-candies. I'm kicking them all out, all them ego bastards.

Changes in perspective. I knew you would come through one day, for me.

Changes in friends. No one else listened cause no one else cared. But i do and i did.

Changes in views. The stars are always there, sometimes we just cant see them.

Changes in luck. I dropped 3 grades in Chemistry.

Changes in fortune. Prices in the canteen are going up.

Changes in relationships. I was this close from letting you in.

Changes in fellowship. I was this close to falling so hard.

Changes in mood. Only you can make me smile now.

Changes in to-do list. Currently- drink chocolate milk, drink banana milk shake, do english hw, more english hw, some MORE english hw and study for ss test.

Changes in attitude. Among classmates. Behave please.

Changes, changes, changes.

These changes are making me pissed and moody.

Please dont be sad anymore.

Please dont be anymore different than i can cope with.

Please dont act weird around me.

Please make my day everyday.

Please dont be moody anymore.

Please tell me whats happening.

Please dont leave.

THIS IS IT.

2008-08-15T07:45:00.000-07:00

So this is it huh. All the times I was the cushion on the floor just to help you make it less hurtful for you. For you. All the times I was the advice booklet. Just to help you get through. For you. All the times I pushed you to do the right thing. For you.

And today you're really showed me all huh. Everything I ever did for you. For you. Now its like this. Why? Why don't you tell me? So I'm the scape goat now huh. So I'm the getaway plan. I'm an excuse. What a perfect reason to keep on living and breathing.

Even though I'm still so worried for you. And even though I still care. Even though I want to help you, to listen, you won't let me. So it all boils down to this:

WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER.

:(

2008-08-14T06:27:00.000-07:00

This was such a good day. Until you had to ruin it. Thanks alot. Just shut up.

NATIONAL DAY

2008-08-10T07:22:00.000-07:00

Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've been

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

YESTERDAY

National day yesterday! After the mission thing, went home, went swimming, then went to marina bay. Papa dropped us off at Suntec City and we found our way to the floating platform quite easily. As we were seated at the VIP section, we got to our seats with our goodie bags very smoothly.

I love the goodie bag! 2 snacks and 2 drinks, all the funky hats and hands thingys and that funky bag! It drizzled a bit but there were ponchos so it was still not bad. Going back was the shit. Total dampener.

Ah...I want to go for _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s thingy!!!

BRIDGETTE AHHH!!! OMG. EYE-CANDIES, A and M!!! And K. WAHAHAHAHA. :]

TODAY

2008-08-08T01:31:00.001-07:00

Today me and mei mei had to go to school for Connect Singapore which was a failed attempt even though it was fun with a third of the class. Playing games and laughing basically. And eating. The vulgar words and all the action across the street...

So after it was all over, shi jie, clare, clarisse and me went to amk hub to eat at the food court. Then we walked a bit and bought bubble tea. And thats where we saw Celine and Shereen. Camwhored a bit in the middle of nowhere and everyone ended up cutting our queue. :/

Finally bought my passion fruit bubble tea but ended up throwing away most of the pearls. Tasted weird today. And its going to rain soon. I just know it. I sneezed in the morning. We ended up going to j8 and walked around.

Hmm...Cheese coated sausage bun and chocolate milk. Ahh... In about 20 minutes me and mum will have to leave for IHM for my grandfather's 100th anniversary day. Hai... And guess what? My mum's badminton friend gave her 4 VIP tickets for the NDP!!! Hahaha. Poor Deebs and everyone else who wanted to go.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE!!! :]

SONG

2008-08-06T05:44:00.000-07:00

Far Longer Than Forever

If I could break the spell
I would run to him today
But somehow I know he's on his way to me
You and I were meant to be

Far longer than forever
I'll hold you in my heart
It's almost like you're here with me
Although we're far apart

Far longer than forever
As constant as a star
I close my eyes and I am where you are

Sure as the dawn brings the sunrise
We've an unshakable bond
Destined to last for a lifetime and beyond

Far longer than forever (Far longer than forever)
I'll swear that I'll be true (I'll swear that I'll be true)
I've made an everlasting vow
To find a way to you

Far longer than forever (Far longer than forever)
Like no love every known
And with your love I'll never be alone

Far longer than forever
Much stronger than forever
And with your love I'll never be alone

SATURDAY & SUNDAY

2008-08-03T02:37:00.000-07:00

Yesterday

On Friday, I smsed Matthew and asked if me and Nicholas needed to come early for the music ministry thing then he said that since it was a short session so we didn't need to. I was relieved cause I was not looking forward to singing in front of everyone again.

On Saturday, my day started off well. My mum decided to buy half a duck for our lunch so I was kept happy. Then Shaun smsed and said to wear a black shirt. I started to feel irritated because I had already ironed my MIP shirt.

I left for RCIY slightly later at about 2.40pm and reached church at about 2.52pm, just in time for RCIY. We were supposed to have the Rites Of Acceptance during Saturday 5.30pm mass but since I didn't come for the rehearsal on Wednesday, I ended up abit lost.

After Deebs help teach a bit of the lessons, then we had a break which was all cake so we didn't have any. Then somehow Martina chose me to flash the ROA slides. And it was so coincidental cause I am already in AV anyway. So I ended up in the sound room.

Eunice was the only one there making the ROA slides. So we started talking and this rosary auntie came in and gave Eunice a whole packet of chocolates from Europe. We had 1 each and decided that it was not nice because of the marzipan.

I tell you, after not having flashed slides for about a month, flashing the 1 million ROA slides was a total killer. I screwed up pretty badly in the middle and it didn't help that Adeline and Uncle Terrance was watching me. And Andrew and Eunice and Sheryl and Kevin.

After that, I met Deebs outside the main church hall to get my bag and then i went home to shower. I was drinking my chocolate milk and smsing Cheng Mei when Adeline called me and said that everyone was waiting for me and Cheng Mei so I rushed there to see that Adeline, Eunice and Sheryl were taking the bus to Toa Payoh.

Then they asked me if I wanted to take bus too because if not then I would be the only girl taking Uncle Terrance's car. Then later Cheng Mei came and saved me.But it didn't help that me, Cheng Mei, Frederick and Gerald were squeezed behind and that Fred's butt-bone was poking me.

We went to eat the Macdonalds at Toa Payoh first and Fred was being extra nice to the poor blind man there. Me and Cheng Mei ended up sharing everything. Gerald is damn funny. And the two of them were so mean to me and moo moo! After we finally managed to finish our fries, they dumped all their fries on us.

We walked back to the Safra at Toa Payoh and got chased out because the pool tables were all occupied and they wanted us to come back 3 hours later. We thought of another one at Toa Payoh but they would check our ics and since we, the MIP people, are all under 16, then it would be illegal.

So we went to the one at AMK Central but Eunice and Angela said that it consisted of 2 groups of Ah Bengs sitting there waiting for something to happen. So we ended up going to NEBO at AMK Hub. Me and Cheng Mei shared a Purple Explosion which was just grape syrup poured into 7-up. And Eunice teaching the waiters how to serve is damn funny! Me and Cheng Mei were like going high. By the time Joseph and Angela sent me home, it was 12am. Luckily my mum was alseep. My dad was reading newspapers but today he asked me if I talked to him last night, which I did. Ah wells.

TODAY

9am mass was excellent! My 2 eye-candies are going for church with their family regularly now I hope. Hee.Went to Bishan library and J8 for a while when Ivan randomly asked me whether I can go watch movie with Glen and Andrea.

Since I was free in the afternoon I said okay. A good thing too because Andrea was really desperate for a girl to go. Went to church and me and Ivan were playing hide and seek with Andrea lah. We went in and out, up and down. Finally we went to Thomson Plaza Food court and ate.

I already had my lunch so we talked and ate. And Koinoina people were there. Haha. Andrea also likes hotdog! Anyway... Rae and gang saw us walking out of TP apparently. Then when we got to J8, found out that Glen had helped us buy tickets already. We laughed about Glen and his imaginary friends. Haha.

We watched the Mummy because Ivan wanted to get it out of his system. The movie was quite nice and lame but not really my type of movie. It was quite cold in the theater but luckily I was wearing this baggy shirt thingy so I was okay. And that Ivan kept fidgeting so the whole row started shaking up and down.

After the movie, we went to Subway so that Glen and Andrea could eat. And disgusting Glen snorted into his drink and nearly spit out his drink. We split up after that, Glen and Andrea were taking the train to Braddell while me and Ivan were taking the bus.

We managed to run for 52. I reached home about 5pm and ran into Dodo bird on her way out. Hai... Still no decision from that one. Anyway, Pearlyn still hasn't replied my sms... Come on... I'm really worried for you man.

I managed to iron all my clothes for tomorrow, pack my bag, bathe, paint my shoes and get ready to study for Chemistry all in 35 minutes. Ain't I great? Haha. I ran into mummy downstairs at the pavillion as well. Whew. I thought she would be mad at me for going out so much. Hehe. I managed to distract her. My number of outgoing smses are currently at 500. On the dot. As long as I don't sms until the 5th, I don't have to pay anything to my dad. Mission Impossible.

Wish me luck! :]

100th Post

2008-08-01T04:29:00.000-07:00

The Rose by Westlife

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.

It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes the rose.

This song is so freaking sweet and true. Pearlyn's been encountering many setbacks lately so don't ever lose hope okay! My stuff have sort of stabilized already so i can be counted as slacking now.

Just chemistry test and chinese letter writing then i am done for the rest of the week. I can slack from tuesday onwards! I definitely needed this "break" after the 7 tests in 1 week.

On wednesday we had AMO meeting and it went quite well... many stuff sorted out. Im really looking forward to the mission trip. Its the airplane, manila and actually contributing. Making a difference.

Okay now, LD. WHAT THE HELL, MAN! That freaking beyotch. This is seriously the worst case of pang suay i have ever seen man. RAWRRRRR. The pig. The sweating PIG. Now everything's so screwed up. Thanks to you.

Today was good though. It started off as a very good day already. We had morning jog today and though it was my second day, we managed to beat many sec 4s. HEHE. Ego boost ah.

Physics and Chemistry practical all in one shot a bit weird and rushed but okay lah. My practicals have always gone well anyway...

Then after school we went to AMK Hub and i finally bought my SUSHI!!! My craving has finally been satisfied. But there's always next week... :p

And i was taking the 130 home today and then mummy called me and said she saw me crossing the over head bridge just as she got on the 410 to go fetch pie pie. It was surprising for her because she expected me to come home later. A lot later. I had my reasons. :/

And 8th August ah... Why is it always like this. Caught between 2 tough decisions. Clare's Sushi birthday party or a class outing? Ahhh... Clare and clarisse should understand my pains... Sms is going to BOMB this month. Shit. Time to whine.

WAIT. Time for piano first. HAHAHAHA. :]

EXHIBITION CUM FUND RAISING

2008-07-19T23:48:00.000-07:00

TEE HEE.

First of all, Pearlyn and I went duty today in our av shirt. I added a belt cause my shirt can seriously pass off as a mini dress. Reached at about 6.55am. Heehee. Today we had nice songs! Loving and Forgiving, Canticles of the Sun.

LOVELY.

Then we went to help out with the selling of chocolates and handmade stuff. In between masses, Pearlyn and I and sometimes Sarah Long will come with us to put leaflets on the car screens.

PRETTY.

Busking was good! One way, in the end, numb, all those songs are so cool to sing with the group which consisted of the Daniels (Lee and Seow), Justin Ryan Bryan Chan (The Birthday Boy), Frederick, Ivan, Kevin, Nicholas, Gerald, Jonathan, Victoria, Joanna, Sam Pang, Pearlyn and me. I hope I didn't miss out anybody. :/

HILARIOUS.

At the auditorium, it was damn funny! We started singing Justin a birthday song. And then Daniel Lee suddenly said he needed to talk to Justin. Then he started calling the guys to go there. Then we heard a "DAU POK!!!" Then we found all the guys piling on top of poor Justin stuck at the bottom.

HAHAHAHA.

Uncle Al and Gladys decided to go with us to Subway at Thomson Plaza to eat lunch. More laughter before we finally managed to reach there. Then poor Kevin nearly got pang suayed when Gerald decided to go with Frederick to go EC to cut hair. Haha.

HOTDOG, 9AM, ASTRO-BOY.

Good Day! Later maybe I will go back to help with the 5.30pm mass later. Maybe. Luckily I managed to study Spelling (Chinese and English) and History yesterday before my dad and 5th uncle wanted to go GEYLANG to eat durians before going to the airport. Then there was a traffic jam so in the end we just ate Popeye Chicken at the airport.

YUMMY.

Finally my mummy and dodo bird is home! They bought me a mirror, this musical instrument and a belt (apparently). School tomorrow.

HAI.

MUI EXCELLENT

2008-07-18T06:54:00.000-07:00

VERY GOOD.

Today was hectic. Then again, all Fridays are like this. First, A Maths test was pretty alright for someone who didn't study at all because my dad and brother went to watch a movie last night which took away all my incentive to study but watch television all night instead.

BREATHES.

Then it was orange bowl and _______ time. Shi Jie go eat sushi some more heh. Last week eat KFC this week eat SUSHI TEI next week go eat MARCHE ah? Lucky pig. :P

SIGHS.

Then papa came to fetch me and mei mei home. Went to bathe then meet ________ for some friend's birthday party. Then rush to church. *knocks chest twice and hits head into air* talked to me. How weird. Then saw Frederick, Ivan, Bernadette and Pearlyn at the auditorium. I still don't know how to do the flower though. :/

So I tried to help Pearlyn with the board but we ended up laughing and goofing off as usual. So we haven't really gotten much done, tomorrow we still have to go back early before my RCIY and her Junior Catechists. And just found out something about music industry tomorrow.

Banana Coffee Crunch from Ice Kimo is so GOOD! YUM. And me and pearlyn saw Ninnart and her sister there. So its probably the last time we will be seeing her before she migrates. :(

TODAY.

TOMORROW.

SUNDAY.

HOROSCOPE

2008-07-11T20:50:00.001-07:00

About Scorpio

Scorpio THE SCORPION

October 24 - November 22

Element: Water
Modality: Fixed
Ruling Planet: Pluto
Personality Traits: Loyal, Truthful, Persistent, Passionate, Deep
General Compatibility: Scorpio, Pisces, Cancer, Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn
Color: Maroon, Burgundy
Gemstones: Topaz, Obsidian, Garnet
Foods: Shellfish, Corn, Winter Squash, Watermelon
Challenged to be: Free, obliging, tender, liberal, grateful and candid
Spiritual Path: To gratefully grow to 100% cooperative independence

HOROSCOPE

2008-07-11T06:40:00.000-07:00

Love remains the same
by Gavin Rossdale

A thousand times i've seen you standing
gravity like a lunar landing
make me want to run till i find you
shut the world away from here, drift to you, you're all i hear
everything we know fades to black

half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending

i never thought that i had any more to give
pushing me so far here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
everything will change, love remains the samefind a place where we escape
take you with me for a space
a city bus that sounds just like a fridge
walk the streets through seven bars
i had to find just out where you are
the faces seen to blur they're all the same

half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending

i never thought that i had any more to give
you're pushing me so far here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
everything will change, love remains the same

so much more to say, so much to be done
don't you trick me out, we shall overcome
cause our love stays ablaze

we should have had the sun
could have been inside
instead we're over here

half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending
too much time to love defending, you and i are done pretending

i never thought that i had any more to give
you're pushing me so far here i am without you
drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
everything will change, everything will change

oh, i
this could last forever
oh, i
we could last forever

love remains the same
love remains the same

Guess what my horoscope for the day is?

You are like a magnet for smart, interesting people. It helps that you are one yourself. Now is a great time to acquire new friends or love interests, so make sure you are interacting with a wide range of people.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Okay, never mind to those who don't get it.

Guess what my name stands for?

In Aramaic, Samantha stands for "listener".

In Greek, Katherine stands for "pure".

So you add those two up and you get a pure listener! Thats basically me! I know, ridiculous isn't it. Little Miss Chatterbox Samantha Katherine Chia Ming Qi actually a listener?

Well, yes. I have always been a listener. No matter whether you are usually the one listening to me babble on about everything and anything. So if you guys any have any problems, find a Samantha and she will listen.

If not, tell her thats what her name stands for and that she should live up to her expectations. :]

In Dreams

2008-06-30T06:40:00.000-07:00

When the cold of winter comes
Starless night will cover day
In the veiling of the sun
We will walk in bitter rain

But in dreams
I still hear your name
And in dreams
We will meet again

When the seas and mountains fall
And we come to the end of the days
In the dark i hear a call
Calling me there
I will go there
And back again...

Sneaky aren't we... Teehee. Horrifying discoveries, with a similar background. Dodo bird got accepted into SMU Law!!! GO DODO!!! Dinner at Sakura was amazing. Eye-candies!!! (On Sunday) and the person whom I threw myself into his arms. Embarrassing!!! Oh gosh... please stop tormenting me. You... horrible incorrigible vegetable! >:]

Lyrics

2008-06-26T06:26:00.001-07:00

There You'll Be by Faith Hill

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

[Chorus:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

[Repeat chorus]

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

[Chorus:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
There you'll be

A song I can play nicely on the piano! Its such a sweet, sad, song. And it just remind me of how the people at Pearl Harbour gave their lives to protect the citizens. Lets continue to pray that they may find peace (if they still haven't found it) and that something like that may never ever happen again. Amen.

Lyrics

2008-06-24T03:08:00.000-07:00

Hell Song by Sum 41

Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through

I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't beleive this happened to you
This happened to you

It's just a problem that I'm faced with am I
Not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind

Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back, step back, and as for me,
i can't believe.

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore

Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
But what else are we supposed to do

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure

Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had

job attachment and church camp

2008-06-23T04:38:00.000-07:00

Job attachment at Vivo city was great. All the food, the foreigners, the people I was there with (Xing Jun, Cai Jiahua, ANGIE!!! You guys all rock!!!) And some shit lah start off work with an ulcer at the back of my throat. The employees there are... *changes to sarcastic tone*SO NICE. They are so nice until, I can't find anything to say about them man. The food there is the best. Carls Junior beef chili cheese fries. Hmm...

Church camp was from the last day of my job attachment till yesterday. It was great fun and literally sleeping with Pearlyn was lots of fun. And our group (2) actually won all the games we played which was like, cool because I never enjoyed losing in the first place. Especially when you see those forfeits. Anyone who would like extra information about the camp can go to anyone's blog. Everyone who went is posting about it thats the reason why I'm not.

You think you're so great. You think you're so hot stuff huh. You think you are so mature. You think you know everything. You think we dont know anything. You think we are climbing over your heads. Well then, you're so full of shit. You think you're so good. You think that you're the busiest person on Earth. You think you are oh so poor thing huh. You think that you have the right to bully us. You think the World revolves around you and you alone. You think your voice is the loudest. You think only you deserve to shout. Well I'm going to shout in your face the next time I see you. You hypocrite. There are only so many bad words I am willing to drag out of my dictionary for you. You are worth this though. Be grateful I am actually posting for you. Because you arent worth the time at all.

Hiding a dagger behind a smile. What truth do I see in that Chinese proverb now.

All you freaks who were in my conversation with Pearlyn, get away from me. Push the blame on us huh? You think we are pushovers? Well you thought wrong. Cause no one, and I repeat for the courtesy of your small beady eyes/specs, can push us around anymore. Nobody can push me, Samantha Katherine Chia Ming Qi around. No one.

I am incredibly self-opinionated and I happen to think a lot. I am judgmental and lets just say you have just been judged. For being so self-centered, so big-mouth, and so full of shit. And when I thought about you, lets just say I have had enough. Not only are you a bad influence, you dont seem to be able to be good at anything. We quit. Its only that matter of time that I can tolerate you anymore.

Isnt this supposed to be about doing good? All that talk about no betrayal, stay truthful and honest to the Lord. Look at yourself. Why dont you correct me but I believe there was this quote about "practicing what you preach"? Shout then you clump. I cant hear you anymore. My parents are covering my ears from now on. Mothers do know best. Thank you mummy for what you are going to do for me. Thanks for standing up for me and doing my dirty work.

Those people who dont know what I am talking about, ask me. If you are the person I am talking about, simple. I will personally tell you at length what I think is wrong with you.

2008-06-10T07:43:00.000-07:00

Star light,
Star bright,
First star I see tonight.

I wish I may,
I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.

The Last Fight by Velvet Revolver

Town feels like I've been back in jail
I cannot do time but in the can
Spin down out of on a bended knee
Just to beg for something to believe

Left home with a pack of clothes
Without a family tree

This fight could be the last fight
No giving no winning
One time could be the overtime
Should we decide to end the misery

Town heals all of the burned out bridges
Filled with nothing more than misery
I wear the mask of the unbattled son
Trying to beg for something to believe

I left home with a pack of clothes
Without a family tree

This fight could be the last fight
No giving no winning
One time could be the overtime
Should we decide to end the misery

Break the chains and feel the weight of giants
With the stand for everlasting liars
They're afraid when we spit out the fire
And start living

Living
Living now
prayer

This fight could be the last fight
No leaving no winning
One time could be the overtime
Should we decide to end the misery

This fight could be the last fight
No leaving no winning
One time could be the overtime
Should we decide to end the misery

2008-05-28T06:33:00.001-07:00

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun quizzes for blog & myspace

2008-05-19T06:17:00.000-07:00

Falling Slowly

I don't know you
but I want you
all the more for that
words fall through me
and always fool me
and I can't react

games that never amount
to more than they're meant
will play themselves out

take this sinking boat
and point it home
we've still got time
raise your hopeful voice
you had the choice
you've made it now

falling slowly
eyes that know me
and I can't go back
wounds that take me
and erase me
and I'm painted black

well you have suffered enough
and warred with yourself
it's time that you've won

take this sinking boat
and point it home
we've still got time
raise your hopeful voice
you had the choice
you've made it now (x2)

falling slowly
sing your melody
I'll sing it loud

photos

2008-05-17T22:24:00.001-07:00

Isn't this picture just so pretty? I took it when i was walking home from LD and it was getting dark. I was downstairs walking and listening to my music and trying not to get crashed by little kids running around when i saw the lamp post and all its warmth and radiance around it. It looks so peaceful and so hopeful. Especially because I happened to be feeling extremely cranky this past week. But i know the reason for that now. :]

There's a light at the end of every tunnel.

2008-05-05T06:34:00.000-07:00

I Know Where I've Been

MOTORMOUTH
There's a light
In the darkness
Though the night
Is black as my skin
There's a light
Burning bright
Showing me the way
But i know where i've been

There's a cry
In the distance
It's a voice
That comes from deep within
There's a cry
Asking why
I pray the answer's up ahead
'Cause i know where i've been

There's a road
We've been travelin'
Lost so many on the way
But the riches
Will be plenty
Worth the price we
Had to pay

There's a dream
In the future
There's a struggle
We have yet to win
And there's pride
In my heart
'Cause i know
Where i'm going
And i know where i've been

MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
There's a road
We must travel
There's a promise
We must make
'Cause the riches
Will be plenty
Worth the risk
And chances that we take
There's a dream
In the future
There's a struggle

We have yet to win
Use that pride
In our hearts
To lift us up
To tomorrow

'Cause just to sit still
Would be a sin

ENSEMBLE
I know it, i know it
I know where i'm going

MOTORMOUTH
And lord knows i know..
Where i've been

MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
Oh! When we win,
I'll give thanks to my god
'Cause i know where i've been

Whats there left to say when disaster falls upon your family and yourself consecutively throughout the whole year? Whats there left to say when everyone you love leaves you and you feel empty all day? Whats there left to say when your parents have really REALLY had the very worst day and yet still puts up a brave front and tries to act normal, as if nothing was wrong? Whats there left to say when all you can do is watch your family get swallowed in by this year? Whats there left to say when all you can do is nothing, NOTHING, but watch your father and mother take all the stress alone in the middle of the night, staying awake thinking how they are going to live? Whats there left to say when everyone else in your family is so caught up with their own lives and dont seem to care about that woman staring into space on the sofa after the cremation of her father? Whats there left to say when he has to go back to work the next day and just the day before his mother left him and he actually had a choice to voice out just to keep her but it would be selfish? Whats there left to say when your parents disappear one by one and you are left all alone in this world with nothing to look forward to but work?

NOTHING.

camp

2008-04-26T21:14:00.000-07:00

Wah! Camp was great fun man! Our class bonded by bitching about irritating instructor Shelly whom everybody hated. And haha Jay Chou look alike instructor Timothy seems good with art, just take a look at his book. Not to mention the fact that he has a fan club already (full of china scholars) and that he is damn act cute! Weex (3U)! Not good-looking but cute lah... needs to do something about his teeth though, and he is damn motivational. Better than...UH HUM. Still recovering from the stings and my cut! Hurts so badly. TOMORROW IS A BRAND NEW DAY. I am excited about tomorrow!!! AHHHH!

day before St John Island camp

2008-04-23T05:33:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh! St John Island camp tomorrow!!! I know everyone must have been blogging about it because everyone who is ANYONE knows about the camp. Im super hyped up and all ready to go.

I didnt exactly keep checking the camping list so I feel like I have missed out something. And since this is an overseas camp, I wont be able to call my parents to bring it to me or something.

This camp is used for my NYAA and so I must remember what we do at the camp so I can write reflections with DEPTH. I must get my bronze! GO GO GO!

Today was fun, funny, tiring and WET. Oh wells, what else is suprising in my life anymore? Bring it on man, I can take anything after this camp. 2.4km today was great! BEST TIMING EVER.

Music...there's only so many words in my vocabulary I can use to describe what I feel for it. Its so strong you know? All my life has been used for music. Singing, playing a musical instrument, and most of all, appreciating music at its best.

The World is sick, its spinning out of control, and we need some one to heal it. BE THE DIFFERENCE. That 5 cents makes all the difference between a have and a have-not. Do your part.

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus:
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Chorus

flag day

2008-04-19T02:51:00.000-07:00

Today we had class cip which was, flag day. I swear, from now on, I shall donate eveytime I come across anyone doing flag day. For that 5 hours, I felt oddly satisfied and happy with myself. I never knew there would be so many people who were willing to donate. They were the people who made a difference. Every 5 or 10 cents made that difference between donating and not donating. I had to skip my swimming because of this cip. And I am not even sure if this flag day can be counted in ym NYAA. :[ Damn. This is going to be short since I need to rush off to Mama house now.

before ELDDS

2008-04-14T03:00:00.000-07:00

Shout to the Lord all the Earth let us sing
Power and majesty praise to the King,
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar at the sound of your name.

I sing for joy at the sound of your name
Forever I'll love you forever I'll stand
But nothing compares to the promise I have in You.

ELDDS script is still not memorized!!! Argh! There is LD tomorrow, Chinese description comprehension, Social Studies graded assignment, Chinese book reflections and on top of all that, I need to study for History test and Maths Indices test on the same day, Friday.

Beyond the days of hope and mystery
We see a light of faith renewed
And in our longing,
We thirst for guidance,
To walk with you day by day.

rush

2008-04-13T05:27:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY

It all started with meeting Pearlyn and Adeline at 11.30am. I was going to be on time, a bus was on the way, then Pearlyn called me. I picked up her call and flagged down the bus without checking the number because I forgot that there was that one bus I couldnt take. And that bus happened to be the one i boarded. 130.

The bus started to turn towards the right and then I spotted Adeline and Pearlyn at the pavement staring and laughing at me. Argh! By the time i got off at the next stop, it started raining and i had to take out my umbrella. When i finally reached Miss Clarity Cafe, me and Pearlyn ordered the Ham Aglio Olio which was nice but had too much garlic.

It was pouring and we were all wet. Adeline was totally drenched and Pearlyn's sleeves were soaked. My shoes and the bottom of my jeans were bad because whenever Pearlyn or Adeline stepped into a puddle, the water would splash onto me. Oh wells.

The choir people were there already, I think. And Eunice, Francesca and Uncle Terrance. Me and Pearlyn went to sit with our badge people for a while before returning to the sound room for our turn for duty.

I ran home after the World Day of Prayer for Vocation ended and bathed as fast as i could. We rushed off for dinner and I met Pearlyn at the church bus stop before meeting the rest at the canteen where the barbeque was held. We talked a bit and laughed a bit. Finally met Mr. T yesterday. Haha. Inside stone, outside stone, thats why we so solid!

We went for ice kimo after that. WILD STRAWBERRY! Hehe. Me and Pearlyn have the lamest conversations about LAME-O and OKAY. Then I went straight home and panicked because Cheng Mei had smsed me that her mother didnt let her go for the St Gabriel choir concert the next day.

SUNDAY

During duty, we had this powerpoint presentation we were supposed to flash but we were worried that there wouldnt be any sound and if there was sound, we were worried that it might trigger feedback. So, I was like on a secret mission with my earpiece in my ear, my handphone behind my back, I sneaked out the back door and stood at the back of the church to await Adeline's instructions. It went well i suppose.

I met Cheng Mei during our lunch at Block 283 Kopitiam to get the ticket from her. I managed to persuade my sister to go with me. Whee! Our dad sent us there so we were actually there just nice. The songs were sweet and holy. The only thing is, Kenneth had fever and couldnt sing. Oh wells. I am glad my sister said she enjoyed it too.

After giving wrong instructions to foreigners, we walked from Raffles City to Suntec City and back to shop for presents. Meanwhile, ate ice cream AGAIN. This time I had MANGO. Yummy! She managed to buy her present and I was satisfied.

Tomorrow Physics Test. I did the O Level Practice Paper for Scalars and Vectors, and Kinematics. Its doable. Maths remedial tomorrow as well. Before rushing home to study for Chinese Composition on description the next day and memorizing ELDDS script. :]

Shepherd me O God,
Beyond my wants,
Beyond my fears,
From death into life.

Secret Box

2008-04-10T03:53:00.001-07:00

Quote: "Its no secret, that the secretest thing about a secret, is secretly telling someone your secret, and therefore secretly adding your secret onto the other person's secret collection of secrets, secretly."

Haha! Confusing right? I didnt get it at first, but obviously I do now. My secret box makes me feel better when I am down. I put sweeties inside it like some dried flowers from this year's valentine's day, some goodies, some lovely inspiring notes from my ELDDS buddy, from church friends, and the other extra stuff i do (e.g.piano, swimming etc).

They are what really gives me motivation to carry on doing what I do. My diary, my sketch book, my secret letters, they are so touching. The neoprints I have taken with all my bestest friends. All of them make me turn into the reflective mode and then I can think about my friends, how you guys support me, are there for me when everything seems to go wrong. :)

And who gave me this secret box in the first place? Esther Michelle Alexys Sim Hui Xian, one of my GOOD friends. :] And she is so thoughtful, she got me a PINK box. With flowers imprinted on the side. Aww... I love it. Whee!

ELDDS today was fine. We voted for President and Vice Presidents, Natalie had to leave at 4.30pm, we were rushing around like aunties in the market. Mrs Wendy Lee was leading us in practicing our breathing and vocal chords for the song. Who knew she could sing? We practiced on some scales and then the song itself. Me and Shi Jie wont be doing the 2 extremely high verses. Heehee. And I have GOT to memorize my lines ASAP. :[

clash boom clang

2008-04-08T07:13:00.000-07:00

Okay. So Shi Jie didnt come to school today because of food poisoning and recess felt really weird without you! We agreed. So you must get well extra quick because...

We have officially finished the whole piece for jubilate. Three whoops for natalie! Although the timing is a bit uncertain at 25 minutes, we should be able to tighten it. And there have been a few changes to the piece so we (me and Clare) will update you(Shi Jie) on that okay? Yes, we got a shock when Eunice came up to us and told us that there was LD today. Oh wells. :/

Today's thunder was fascinating. And appalling. Hehe. Picked up that word from Geraint Wong's English lessons. And of course, watching Celine and Xing Jun jump from their seats whenever there was thunder was super duper funny. Okay, i shall not make fun of them. :)

And i cannot believe its so late(for me) and im still online. Oh gosh. After cca, rushed home to bathe and eat dinner (pizza hut, KFC, home rice), before rushing off again to church for the rehearsal thing. ;)

Only the choir was in church so i suppose we were supposed to rehearse with them or something. I realized the choir was entirely made up of those 2-year-older people. Poor Clare, she missed out on today's good view. So we saw Uncle Al there and told him we were going to be on duty for Saturday's World Day of Vocation Prayers or something. And its going to be the bestest AV duty ever on Saturday, aint i right, Mama P Pang? Followed by mass and then spiritual programme, Eunice and Sheryl's turn. :p

The wires got all tangled up and there was the Maundy Thursday problem with the powerpoint slides. But of course our (me and Pearlyn) super efficient mentor, Adeline, managed to rectify the situation. Haha. Another word learnt. Me and Pearlyn helped save a little bit, like the whole Psalmody and then Eunice chased us out cause it was late. ;]

I went with Pearlyn to 7 eleven for a while to buy her Peach Tea and Hello Kitty sweet. Then i waited with Pearlyn for her bus to come, which wasnt that long anyway, before i walked home (or ran, more like it). Papa and Mummy were just leaving for their movie. I attempted that A Maths Q3d. Couldnt do it. :(

And i just suddenly bounced back to reality and realized tomorrow there is PE. Damn. Either 4 or 5 or 6 rounds. Whatever it is, im doomed. :[ And i have to be in school early again for extra History lesson. So i cant talk to Shi Jie or Angie or Pearlyn or Cheng Mei or Clarisse or Clare. Aw man! >:[

Save your people O Lord,
Show us the way to come home.
We have been wandering far from your love,
Save your people, O Lord.

Lord Jesus Christ,
Your light shines within us
Let not our doubts
Nor the darkness speak to me.

O my people,
What have I done to you?
How have i hurt you?
Answer me.

talk

2008-03-22T21:29:00.000-07:00

Easter Vigil yesterday was fun because i was sitting beside pearlyn and cheng mei. esther michelle renee sim didnt come! :((( and the candle was so pretty. and i spilt wax over pearlyn's jeans. SORRY! the mass was about 4 hours.

EYE-CANDIES!!!
9AM, K....,MARIO.

Hehe. today's 7am mass duty was... okay. so everyone slipped up in one way or another. but not in a THAT major kind of way. :)))

And after bringing pie pie and mei mei to childre's liturgy, we went to tiong bahru to eat cheesy chicken chop!!! YUM YUM. and now im so bloated its like i never fasted. DAMN. and finally...

PIANO PIANO PIANO PIANO PIANO PIANO PIANO PIANO. :]

proud

2008-03-21T04:27:00.000-07:00

yay! im so proud of myself. so the easter tridium started yesterday. since i had duty, i didnt go to cca. met up with the team and went to eat dinner at thomson plaza. after duty and holy hour, went to ice kimo for supper. later, me and pearlyn rushed back in time for the lenten vigil.

so exciting! we sang some really nice and catchy songs and i met pamela's friend, elsa (elissa). we got to eat a passover meal at about midnight. the celery was disgusting but the lamb was NICE! hmm. and we had the washing of the feet, so i washed esther's feet and she washed mine. then we had an outside stations of the cross. kneeling on the gravel was bad and poor elissa got her shoe scratched. when we were back in the attic, it was about 4am and everyone was sleepy or sleeping. we had the paraliturgy of good friday and everyone was into the prayful atmosphere. so we did the writing down of burdens and hammering them into the cross which Jesus carried. the nails were coated in red paint so when we nailed it in, our hand would be coated with the red paint which symbolized the blood of Jesus Christ.

went home at 5 and fell to sleep immediately. so i managed to get roughly 4 hours of sleep before getting up to go for the good friday service. so the service was supposed to start at 10am. we reached there about 9.40am and the place was packed already. singaporeans are taking the kiasu thing too far off. the service took about 2.5 hours and... i have successfully managed to fast the whole of today.

YES! goal accomplished. and so dodo bird said i was being anorexic. she would know, pig. and once we came home, i fell asleep straight away all the way until 7pm. my stomach still aches after the sit ups. but at least its flatter now, and will be even flatter tomorrow after my swimming. then i will have to rush back for the easter vigil in sunday's best.

SAVE YOUR PEOPLE

Chorus
Save your people, O Lord.
Show us the way to come home.
We have been wandering far from your love.
Save your people, O Lord.

Verse 1
One thing I ask, O Lord, this i seek:
To dwell forever in your house,
That I may dwell on your loveliness
All the days of my life.

Chorus

Verse 2
For you will hide me in the shelter of your wings
And from the arrows of my foes.
You set me high on a mountaintop,
Saved me from my distress.

Chorus

Verse 3
Listen, O Lord, to the sound of my call,
For i acknowledge my offense.
Wash me and i shall be purified.
I shall be whiter than snow.

Chorus

Verse 4
Thus will i bless you all the days of my life.
Lifting my hands i call your name:
"O Lord, remember your inheritance.
Save your people, O Lord!"

mixed again.

2008-03-13T01:21:00.000-07:00

so im pretty much mixed out right now. damn funny lah. this whole week, spent at 2nd uncle's house with their family, my own family members, most of the time with rui qi's family and yong liang's family. SO CUTE!!! haha. we were terrorizing him. HAHA.

yong liang walks pasts us: "SO CUTE!!!" stares and runs away.

oh gosh, how adorable. and of course mei mei's baby, my nephew, zi yin (?) is so CUTE. haha. baby craze.

and we were having a slumber party last night. except we didnt sleep. me, dodo, yi fong, shi yun, samuel, zun zai, ting ting, yang yang and mei mei were listening in on the adults telling their story. hilarious yet educational. haha, zun zai and the drama serial. hehe. so we didnt get to sleep actually, but the little kids were playing cards in the kitchen with qun qun's wife.

and we were supposed to be mourning. oh wells... it was so sad today. we went to the house first, which brought back more tears. and then we went to THE PLACE. and so MORE AND MORE TEARS.

and then it was finally over. we came back and slacked. and i cant believe i finished all my holiday homework yesterday. YAY!!!

so tomorrow i can relax and PARTY with the peeps. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. :]]]]]]]]

time to say goodbye

2008-03-07T05:32:00.000-08:00

oh wells. time to say goodbye. although its only a one week break, im so gonna miss my class peeps. i suppose i will be seeing clare and shi jie on monday, tuesday and wednesday cause of LD rehearsals and clarisse on wednesday to watch movies and buy presents. and today was the last day of school so went out. funny and memorable.

and so dodo bird got her A level results today. not THAT bad except for econs. hai... should be able to do her LAW since she had internship at khattar wong and drew and apier.

and my grandma's condition isnt looking that good.

my dad has serious eye bags. he still refuses to put his cream.

the pipe is finally fixed today. NO MORE STINKY GROSS SMELL ANYMORE.

the hwa chong guys left today so i hope things will finally get back to normal at school.

and mei mei didnt go track because she was tired.

mum was stoning when i got back and saying she want to faint. i tell her to sleep and she dont want but keep complaining.

okay, you guys who know, I DID IT. off the hook!!! contact me now for details. :]

PPR

2008-03-05T00:49:00.000-08:00

this is what i think of you, PPR.

*RIPS*
*TEARS*
*THROWS ON THE FLOOR*
*STEPS AND STOMPS ON IT*

*FLUSH*

*SOBS*
sad mournful music plays in the background. cliched

"Here lies Samantha Isabella/Katherine Chia Ming Qi's hopes and dreams."

*GONG*

THANK YOU.

RIP.

low

2008-03-04T00:14:00.000-08:00

Not everything that can be counted counts, and not everything that counts can be counted.

what im posting doesnt really make sense. yeah, you wouldnt have expected this post from someone like samantha chia ming qi.

so we are getting back our PPR tomorrow. so i know i flunked physics. so tomorrow we not only have morning jog, but PE to top the things-i-dread-about-wednesday list. so, tomorrow is going to be some shit. and stations of the cross on friday with the AV peeps followed by mass after that. i hope that i can make it. since that day happens to be the last day of the school term, lets just say that is normally the busiest day. another dont-talk-to-me-cant-you-see-im-rushing-like-crazy day. take it slow, people.

so i suddenly felt reflective just before catechism class on sunday. i was studying my physics and ting1 xie3 combined and i felt so darn tired when i decided to live my life to the fullest. what a crappy scenario but oh wells. i used to think i already lived my life to the fullest, but that chinese passage we were deciphering really spoke to me. so she cannot see, hear, or say anything. and here i am yakking like its nobody's business. think twice before saying anything.

so doreen started her first day at drew and apier(spelling error) yesterday. so it was the same law firm where our cousin daniel chia was at. so she was crying in the morning again. and so she had a few comments when she reached home. which got me thinking again. people as smart and wanted as doreen can get asked to accept an internship at a law firm. which makes me wonder, am i studying enough? obviously not. the fact that i still use the computer proves that point. and it doesnt help that im a tv addict. concentrate on what's important.

when will i ever be truly able to tell mum and dad that i am doing the best i can and working to my maximum potential? i really wonder. if i can focus, concentrate all my energy, all my thoughts to the central part of my brain. right now, all the thoughts are pretty messed up now, i need to sort them up into files. yes, lots of files. orgainsed. thats good, that may help. maybe then, then, then i will be able to do well.

the grade you get back from your PPR counts for sure. but the satisfaction you get from knowing you have truly done your very best can never be counted with whatever units those scientists invent. i must do my best. sure, i can do that.

cheers

busy

2008-02-23T05:35:00.001-08:00

yikes. this sucks. my fever's back. :[ mum says its because didnt eat properly on something. i told her i didnt even eat on friday and she said that was worse. oh wells. so choir prac on friday was good and bad. good cause i managed to get my voice back. and i went choir prac extra earlier so was at the stage talking to glen and pam and rehearsing some songs with uncle al and andrea. then i called cheng mei while pam called justin and rae. the bad is that i was in between the getting headache part so i was coughing and coughing. and then we went for supper after that around 10 at the mee pok stall. me and cheng mei shared a bowl. YUM.

and then on saturday, fever officially comes back and mum's not at home. so i eat my panadol, realise my right eye is red for some reason and so i go and rest on my bed. eat porridge that papa buys from long house before rushing to church. so many people. and started coughing and coughing half way into the song. and janet came!!! to see nicole liam or something. then later after mass ended and we finished singing our songs, planned to eat dinner. tried to drag daniel seow with us. HAHA. responsible guy. and so it was just me, pam, glen, justin, rae, esther and kelly. we decided to go thomson plaza to eat SUBWAY!!! healthy food. and so we were laughing and laughing at glen and justin's ez-link card photo. HAHA. hehe. kelly! you missed that! then we went popular and saw a familiar face.

then we went to the playground around 8pm since we didnt go there for such a long time already. and it was freaky so we asked glen to try the swing first then the swing just kept swinging and swinging. it was freaky. so me and esther talked, and then we actually saw the chingay thing right in front of us! took a video of it to show papa later. and im printing physics notes now. haha. random thought. ouch!!! my eye is tearing for no apparent reason. oh ya, after that, we split to go home and so me and rae were walking and then i was filling her up with my own gossip. hehe. and then we split and i went home. haha.

im so tired. argh! and sorry p pang and adeline that im not going duty tomorrow! but i think i still have to go 9am mass and then my sis is going to treat us to branch with one of her first salaries. and then teresa ah yee's baby's baptism! and no catechism!!! hehe.

HARDEN NOT YOUR HEARTS.

JUMPER

2008-02-15T03:16:00.000-08:00

so yesterday was valentine's day and received many sweets, cookies, lollipops and flowers. had to go home after ld to entertain UH-HUM. jumper was a total let down. so got held up by many groups of guys while trying to get in. saw SOME ONE on the bus home and walked home with him too. funny as usual. HAHA. and so we saw this group of guys IN UNIFORM in front of us while crossing the bridge and they were like spitting out water from their mouths onto the cars below them. IT WAS SO GROSS/DISGUSTING. he agreed with me too lor! (after some debating of course). SUNDAY PEARLYN!!! :]

funny

2008-02-11T00:22:00.000-08:00

wahaha! i changed my font colour! hehe. yay! today i scored a perfect ten for spelling, another ten for compre (over 15). hehe. and then decided not to go a maths remedial but hang out with the 2dians! and so while shi jie went to her maths remedial, clare, pris, clarisse and i went to the library. eeeeee! i showed clarisse the JUMPER trailer and she went ballistic and started tugging and pulling my blouse sleeve as usual. OUCH. and then we laughed and felt grossed and swooned. haha. and then i had to go. haha. damn. so im going shopping with do do bird right after i type this because i have no homework and only e lit test on thursday which doesnt require studying and really need to go so i shall stop here. :]

chinese new year

2008-02-09T02:52:00.000-08:00

wow. i know i should feel so excited. but its over man. :[ and for some reason, certain someone just seemed to keep leaning over and every contact was like... KA THUMP.

up

2008-01-31T04:25:00.000-08:00

well, finally, FINALLY, things are looking a little bit better. chem notes arent important. chem test IS quite easy. chinese compo turned out ok. got my NEW SIM CARD, same number. even though i found out my mp4's cover cracked, i took out the upper plastic thing and there is still a plastic underneath so its still ok. sore throat is still bad, im getting my allowance tomorrow, FINALLY, going out with the peeps, meeting pearlyn and adeline for dinner before av meeting. yay! exciting. but i PRAY i dont be late and keep poor pearlyn waiting. :] MUST WEAR 3/4 PANTS OK!!!

oh my gosh

2008-01-30T00:19:00.000-08:00

EVERYONE STAY AWAY FROM ME!!! im officially on my unlucky streak. seriously, i could not get any unluckier. first, the surveys we were supposed to do on edulearn i attempted to do them but they all said "PAGE COULD NOT BE DISPLAYED". yesterday was my only free day!!! :[ next, chem notes. i was trying to print them, when i noticed that the ink was looking weird. i went to check and guess what. NO INK. wah. by then i was already think, 'so suay'. then. i was studying chem and smsing (i can multi-task) and then my phone blacked out. i thought, 'no big deal, just charge and sms at the same time.' but then, i tried to on my phone and then the pin code thing came up. i stared at it for a while and then typed in some number i think was right. but then, the PUK code thing came up. i managed to guess that code, but i still didnt remember my pin code. so i tried until THAT THING said "SIM CARD REJECTED" what the hell. so now i have a fully working phone, but my damn sim card isnt. and its not like this is the first and only time this is happening to me. this is at LEAST my 4th sim card. i have always been unlucky with them, like, bought wrong plan, decided to do prepaid, and the PUK thing happened before, which is why im surprised my parents are taking this all quite well. its a bloody $18 to get a new sim card. but luckily i get to keep the same number. many people either dont know i have changed my number (cuz i change so frequently) or havent adjusted to it yet. and the worst thing is, my dad has to go down to the hello shop with me with his ic cuz he was the one who bought it and technically, his name is the one there. and i need my phone now more than ever firstly because there's the friday thing, and i wont know where to meet pearlyn and adeline for the meeting, and there's the sunday thing where we have duty again (YAY!), and then we have sunday 9am mass, then training after 11am mass with adeline. and then i need to go for the con 3 lesson with parents thing and i will NOT be late for the first freaking lesson which is normally the most important. and my mum will not make me late either. even though she always does. NONONONONONONO!!! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING NOW!!! even though im pretty sure im gonna get my sim card before cny, but i cant find the backup copy of my phone in the com and so i dont know if i have got all your numbers!!! :[ especially the 2D folks cuz i threw away the 2D telephone relay system when i was packing or chinese new year!!! :'( i need to borrow cheng mei and pearlyn's phone when my phone is ok to cope numbers!!! DAMN. and so my bro is a miracle at piano theory and scored a bloody 90. which is a distinction. but luckily he is only in grade 2. whew. ARGH!!! its such a shit day man. and as if i thought i couldnt get worse enough, my sis has been asked to join the school sec track team, is a monitor AGAIN, aceing her studies and now i feel so damn stressed cuz i cant do my A maths, i barely passed my E maths test, im pretty sure im gonna flunk my chemistry test tomorrow, my history source-based on friday and i HAVE A SORE THROAT. and during morning jog, i have lost 3 years of my life because shi jie stopped in the middle of the track and me and clarisse very nearly TRIPPED over her. oh gosh. if you dont want to catch my bad luck, please, RUN AWAY!!! >:{

another fun fun day

2008-01-25T03:12:00.000-08:00

yay! another fun fun day! so e maths test turned out to be before recess, but it was ok. first few questions were pretty easy. :) and then went to collect my $150 good progress reward money from the general office with clarisse and prissy. after school, hehe. shi jie went to pass her bag to her grandmother and then we went to eat at the special place! me and clarisse shared lemon chicken rice and i drank f&n grape! yum yum! then we took candid shots of us eating. haha. damn funny. and of course we talked and talked a lot. and we actually saw ms tan shu wei there just as we were talking about somethings she is not supposed to hear. great. we went to the bus stop and took more pictures. me, clare, shi jie and clarisse decided that j8 was the best choice. so me and clarisse took some more pictures in the bus and we couldnt stop laughing because there was this guy directly behind me, and whatever picture we took, either his head or his body would be in the picture! HAHA. its so funny and we were laughing and laughing like crazy in the bus. so we went to amk hub to catch a train and stopped at the toilet, met some ah lians and laughed some more. walked a bit around j8, then gave up and went to macs to get something to drink and rest. talked loads more, laughed loads more and we saw song ling hui there. haha. and i saw two kellys today. kelly from school, and kelly from church. haha. then me, clarisse and shi jie took the train to amk hub. we split and me and clarisse went to take bus. so we talked and talked until my bus came so i walked to my bus stop and went home. :] and now, i have TIME TO PLAY THE PIANO. FINALLY.

piano

2008-01-24T05:44:00.000-08:00

TWO WHOLE DAYS WITHOUT PLAYING THE PIANO! WHAT IS BECOMING OF THE WORLD? AND I CAN ONLY HEAR AND SEE MY SIS PLAYING THE PIANO BUT I HAVE SO MANY TESTS AND SO MUCH HOMEWORK THAT I CANT PLAY MYSELF. :[

WHAT IS BECOMING OF THE WORLD?!

fun day!

2008-01-20T02:19:00.000-08:00

yay! today was fun fun fun! so i woke up freaking early like at 5.45am and met pearlyn at the church bus stop at 6.25am like that and went to meet adeline together. she led us through one of the many doors into the av room. guess who else was in the av room? another one of our neighbours, peter. cool. and then me and pearlyn each got to click the slides. and me and pearlyn were like going high so early in the morning! and there were cameras so we could screen people. hehe. then got introduced to the choir mistress and uncle terrence. we left for roti prata house after our duty. yum yum food! and THANKS AGAIN ADELINE FOR TREATING US! then we went to meet the 9am mass peeps on duty and saw gabriel chee and nicole fan. as well as joan's father. cool. and pearlyn was sitting beside garfield during mass so. hehe. then she came over to my house. we bought bubble tea while waiting for fred and gerald. when they finally came, they went to eat chicken rice some more before playing some maths card game which fred was good at. when his friends finally came, they played some basketball while me and pearlyn were jumping and jumping trying to see who could reach the highest point. hehe. and then some people playing soccer said "OI!" and then we looked at each other and started laughing. we then ran back to the guys just as the boy started running towards us. turns out they wanted to play too. so me and pearlyn sat at the side laughing about "BRUDDER" and "BUDDY" haha. and we were so scared they were going to use us as goal posts. HAHA! yes. then we got tired since we both woke up so early so we told fred to look after his own bag and we went to 7 eleven to buy snacks before taking bus to go home. :]

school

2008-01-18T02:09:00.000-08:00

Aw man, so school has started. its the first month of school and i have at least 5 upcoming tests. so my bag to grandma's house is more full than usual. well, surprisingly, im able to cope with my sec 3 work especially A maths. it just seems to be in place. :) and i just started getting monthly allowance! yay! so oldish and i hope cheng mei likes her birthday present. AND ITS NOT PINK! :p and on wednesday me and clarisse went to j8 and ate yoshinoya! then we went shopping for presents and she got what she needed and i got what i wanted which was 2 purses! then we were damn tired and we had a sudden craving for haagen daz so we went there and we ate in so we had to pay $4 more! but cookies and cream rocks! and of course we gossiped lots and talked and laughed. HAHA! oh yes we did. yoshinoya was embarrassing. :D and then fred went to plan some outing and pearlyn ah. haha! and instead of just smsing or msning, call some more. my sis may be used to that but not me. (dont kill me do do) so from watching a basketball game, to watching a movie, then watching a basketball game again and then pearlyn said she was very tired and her poor toe was bleeding so i told her to take care and then i cancelled on fred and fortunately, he was acting gentlemanly and didnt make a big fuss. so went home and ate fried rice with kimchi! yum yum! had tea of banana muffin and milo. read twilight again, read a bit of midnight sun. yup. and since me, si min, angel and angie are doing cip at some water carnival next saturday, we have a cip briefing tomorrow and hopefully it will end quite early so i will be able to eat lunch before going swimming. and me and pearlyn will have our first training session at the 7am mass doing the pa thing on sunday! cool eh? hehe and then get treated to roti prata by adeline, THANKS SO MUCH! :]

Summary

2007-12-26T22:32:00.000-08:00

Yup, wells im going to summarize everything that is significant to me into this post. Hehe. 19th December- Amara starts. Went to jurong east with family (excluding do do bird, as usual) and well, i must say i managed to examine the erm...qualities of the male species very well. And in the end i scored 3 new numbers!!! Not that im planning on doing anything with those. :] Ended up eating KFC, a very red face and constant feeling that waves are crashing into me. 20th December- Watched National Treasure Book of Secrets with mum, mei and pie. do and pa watched warlords. (it was nc16) Sitting beside my mum during the movie was a horror! She kept screaming and clutching my fat arm and squeezing it. Ouch! But the movie was cool. 21st December- Went cycling at East Coast Park and attempted a bit of the road to changi village. But the journey there and back would be 20km altogether so my dad said we didnt have time, blah blah. We went back to Amara to swim. And then i saw someone swimming there who looked exactly like this gerald (?) in my last year con 1 class. Haha! Weird! Now we fast forward to yeseterday. i was checking my class and future classmates and i started feeling fat. Haha! Ok, that sounds weird. But yah, so i started smsing cheng mei, shi jie, esther and aaron for some advice. Since esther was also dieting, yayed and ate much much less for lunch. After that walked the wholde round of macritchie with dad (10km) and admired the eurasians that seemed to be passing us like, 3,4 times. Today, woke up bright and early and went to cycle with dad and mum 20km at east coast park. Ouch! My legs are aching now. But i shall persevere and get mei mei and pie pie to rollerblade with me tomorrow, and swim on saturday!!! :] WISH ME LUCK!

fab fabulous!

2007-12-10T05:05:00.000-08:00

Yay! i have updated! thats because today was a FAB FABULOUS day!!! me with clare at father barre and as it was so stinky there (cuz of that huge truck thing and the pipes) so we sent the message to rebecca and shi jie that we were going to meet them at the family lounge instead. and there we saw si min (or clare's "curly"). we were stoning and then we saw shi jie coming. rebecca then sent us the message to meet us at the props room. and we couldnt run there cuz clare was wearing her clikkity-clakkity shoes so we had to brisk walk there before rebecca reached there. and we did up the LD board with lots of gossiping and listening to music and sharing videos. it was great fun! and the rain didnt bother us since we were under the protection of the safely closed doors of the LD props room. the board looks great now! even though i wish i could say the same for the wind-blown banners. and after doing up the LD board, clare and rebecca introduced this great eat-out place where they serve mouth-watering food. and because we were all so hungry, we bought an extra $4 worth of black carrot cake to share between us. i ate lemon chicken rice, clare and shi jie ate fried dumpling noodle, and rebecca ate hokkien mee. me, shi jie and rebecca ordered an additional iced milo and clare had a hot tea. i hope you feel better now!!! and after waiting for clare to finish her noodles (which she didnt) we went to take a bus to amk hub (all under shelter, of course) and took an mrt to orchard. we then walked, or should i say ran, to heeren where we took our FAB FABULOUS neoprints!!! then we split up for some shopping. me and shi jie were in hmv and clare and rebecca were walking around looking for presents. we met with them in a coincidental way and split up again. me and shi jie went to action city where i bought all my christmas presents for my family members except for poor do do bird. i will get it one day, i promise!!! and coincidentally again, we met with clare and rebecca there and so we left for somerset mrt together. stopped on guardian on the way there and laughed some more, went to one of the shops in the mrt station where they sold these really cool accessories while shi jie went to wait for the mrt and go home. we ran to catch up with her and tried to suprise her but we underestimated the power of reflection. hai... and then they had this crazy idea to sit in the mrt train towards marina bay all the while until we turned back to amk hub just so that we could have seats. haha! and then shi jie and clare got high. there was this obnoxious pregnant lady who was so not FAB FABULOUS. she was like frowning and frowning at us and being so rude to poor rebecca who had to suffer the torture of sitting next to her during the train ride. me and shi jie got off at amk hub and i took 130 straight home and found out mum was at meeting so i could actually stay out longer...oh wells. so i coincidentally missed the rain at all times when i wasnt in a shelter, i didnt get scolded or caught by mum, and guess what my dear mum made for dinner? a FAB FABULOUS sweet and sour fish and herbal chicken!!! thanks and lotsa love mum!!! and we have heroes tonight! this is such a FAB FABULOUS day!!! :]

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2007-11-15T05:11:00.000-08:00

BOO!!! :[ how can the seniors leave LD (graduate) today??? preparing for their graduation *sniff* was fun... screaming and shouting and laughing with clare, shi jie, rebecca and the rest of LD's sec ones, twos and threes. Well, the sec fours seemed to enjoy their graduation, so... :] and we had the theme hollywood so we had seniors turning up as brad pitt, adam sanders, daniel radcliffe, paris hilton and victoria beckham!!! :] and diana was seriously funny. her "thigh" kept falling off! food was great, sec one's play was great, comm performance was great, simply put, everything was great!!! the senior and junior talk was after that and we were like goats eating lettuce, tomato and thousand island sauce only. especially shi jie who was comically chewing and shoving in more and more lettuce into her mouth. we translated "gimme more" by britney spears to our very own original farewell song to our sec four LD seniors!!! :] walked to bishan park bus stop with jia yu right after that, and luckily, the bus came while i was walking there so i managed to catch that one. :] and coincidentally, on that bus, i saw justin!!! that is seriously so...coincidental. :] talked to him until it was my stop so i went down and brisked walk home and strangely kept dropping things like my notebook, my buffer, my comb. Ya... came home and watched tv and ate yummy food (as usual) watched some more family tv and here i am sitting here like a pig instead of walking around the house. well, i did run with my dad at bishan park in the morning! but my pathetic estimation of running doesnt seem to have burn off any fats (yet). ate orange bowl today!!! :] and loved it, of course. school tomorrow!!! got to take lots of photos!!! im going to specially remember 2D for being such a united, bonded and fun class! :] and lots of luck to everyone for their next year classes and subject combis! CHEERS!!! :]

2007-11-11T04:48:00.001-08:00

Well...recently i got so xian with blogging so i cant be bothered enough to blog. had great fun with the church peeps today. singing and singing. from 7am onwards (since we went for mass). then went on singing and singing with the church clique... went to eat lunch at thomson plaza's burger king, then went to the playground and played. and proceeded back to church auditorium and slacked. sang a bit more and went home with moo moo (cheng mei) and met pie pie and mummy on the way home. so brought cutie cheeks home after dropping cheng mei off at the bus stop. so, yeah. ld tomorrow. and CLARISSA GOH TIAN LEE!!! tell me all about it tomorrow!!! :]

many thanks!

2007-11-05T17:59:00.000-08:00

TO: Cheng Mei, Rae, Ninnart, Pamela, Kenneth, Glen, Justin and Daniel for throwing me a surprise birthday party, THANKS!

Well, so it was my birthday yesterday and i had lots of fun! guess what i got from my parents as a birthday present? a brand new PINK mp4!!! whee! i still feel a bit cake-ish after cheng mei and rae squished chocolate cake on my face. and ninnart squished chocolate cake on my hair. i was lucky enough that they had bought me a PINK shirt to change into and a sort of PINK purse/pencil case as a birthday present! THANKS AGAIN!!! after washing up and changing, we cut the CHEESE cake and played cards. we DID practice for a little while since that was the original idea. and once again, pamela has GREAT taste for church hymns! ONCE AGAIN, THANKS EVERYONE!!!

CLASS CHALET!

2007-10-31T20:55:00.000-07:00

CLASS CHALET was an overall success! although we didnt play the treasure hunt, the wet game or get to go to escape theme park(sorry, lim huili!) but the sweet game, the bowling, the playground, the beach definitely made up for all the things that we didnt manage to do. :] well...on the night of the first day we stayed up till 4 in the morning GOSSIPING about well... gossiping. and... GET A FREAKING LIFE! to this certain someone who has two or more faces. :]:[ back to class chalet. me and clare decided to go to the playground while the rest were bowling. it was damn funny! 2D rocks!!! :]]] <3

more fun!

2007-10-26T20:33:00.000-07:00

Well... i had more fun yesterday...after getting back report books yesterday (my results are quite ok) and met luke, daniel, fred, kenneth and rae at the church bus stop. took 855 to vivo and had fun shopping, playing cards, talking and buying stuff. went back to thomson plaza after that... everyone was sleeping in the bus and fred was eating sticks that tasted like wires. :] ate at swenson with grace and uncle al and the usual gang. nice! cannot believe how much kenneth ate. :] the guys were trying to be nice and walked me and rae to the bus stop. we saw 130 coming so we rushed on with kenneth. took to house and ran all the way home. im getting so hyper over class chalet. WHEE!!! P.S. shi jie, dont worry! you can do it! :]

one big family!

2007-10-22T04:10:00.000-07:00

today is another fulfilling day! in the morning, woke up freezing to death in my bed even though the windows were shut and my comforter was wrapped up around me. had a formal good morning with my mum and younger sis. since mum just came back from korea last night, she was un-packing her stuff and uncovered loads of goodies! packed kolo mee back and watched spongebob's "big pink loser" and "bubble buddy" on tv while eating. had a long talk on the phone with cheng mei about whether we should go to kenneth's house. finally, we decided not to. smsed rae and told her sorry. msned kenneth and told him sorry. didnt tell fred and pamela though. sorry guys! maybe some other time? :] then spent the whole day at home! had a lovely time roller-blading and reading with younger sis and bro. then i realised that we are all one big family! everybody was just talking and chatting as if they all knew each other. a variety of activities were happening and it was super fun roller-blading down the slopes. came home and played the piano... :] fun again! and then stupid lim huili called and started shouting and shouting... blah! but the conversation was super funny. hehe... so now im in charge of collecting the money like a loan shark... and the game masters must go shopping for prizes on thursday, so im sorry shi jie and christal!!! i cant go with you guys again... :[ class chalet is looking up, up and up!!! :]

everything nice!

2007-10-18T06:42:00.000-07:00

Hoo! everything is going crazy! went to see my nephew on sunday... so cute! can you believe it? im an auntie now!!! i feel old. :] then on monday, went to pasir ris beach with the church guys...had loads of fun playing at the beach and cycling. nothing much happened on tuesday... except that mum left for korea!!! :[ on wednesday, yesterday, went cycling with dad, sis and bro after school ended at east coast park. had ice cream! :]] im going to go seriously fat. :[[ and we had LD today!!! finally! although we had not seen each other for so seriously long, we ended up laughing and laughing as usual over wacky wei qing and crazy celine. i know this post is so short but im so tired!!! :]]] BYE BYE CHRISTAL!!! *sob*

2 days in 1 post

2007-10-12T20:14:00.000-07:00

well, its been totally crazy with me now...cuz i suddenly find that im lack of time even though the exams are over. :[ but thats only because i have such a packed schedule! :] ok, lets start with friday, which was yesterday. games carnival was fun! playing table tennis is one great way to sweat, laugh and win games at the same time. :]] had a break, bought 2 packets of milo (i must have been crazy) and a sandwich (mushroom and cheese rocks!!!). after lunch of orange bowl, we sped back to class for an english test for school research (so we were like guinea pigs). while doing the test, we could hear everyone outside having fun playing the finals while we were stuck in class doing some boring test. great. :[[ and we had to gather at the specs stand after that to listen to (uh hm) some "it" talking and giving out the prizes which we did not get (since we could not play in the finals). shi jie and clarisse made it a lot better talking about...well...something. then cheng mei said she wanted to go home and bathe, so her mother fetched both of us to her house. i cannot believe i have gone to cheng mei's house. she was so freaked out that her mother invited me in. haha! :]]] her house is like a big rectangle and i shall not say anymore in case cheng mei comes to kill me. she bathed quickly and her mother sent us to junction 8. we met up with fred, justin, kenneth, ninnart and rae at macs. went off to bishan park and walked and walked and walked to the rental shop. at first, we rented the twin bike (me and cheng mei) but we couldnt control the bike, so we traded it for 2 single bikes. that was better. cycled and cycled around until me and rae's butt was so sore. serious case of butt ache.:[[[ after the 1 hour was up, we returned the bikes and jay-walked to 162 bus stop. oh ya, saw Grosse's elder brother and rio/reo(the japanese guy in our last year class)? yup. everyone was so sleepy on the bus. we got to church and went to chicken house to eat. we managed to jay-walk on the main street. amazingly, i was able to eat the white chicken there! :]]]] we went back to the auditorium where pam, luke and beatrice were. then we realized we were supposed to be at the church hall instead. we freaked out and rushed all the way down. thankfully, we werent late ar anything. choir practice went smoothly and kenneth (kennoh?) you really sing good, man. :]]]]]we went to the baker's story to eat this thick chocolate cake which me and rae could not really enjoy. :[[[[ everyone was a bit freaked out and stuff, but everything turned out quite...ok, i guess. took the 130 with rae and sarah to the bus stop opposite my house. it was weird but i just felt like running, so i ran all the way home. now, for today. exam mass, im sitting in the front row, :[[[[[ and my sister is coming to pray for her A levels. :]]]]]] good luck jie! 14 more days for you? poor thing. if esther is feeling well, cheng mei, rae, ninnart, kelly, esther and i will be going out! no swimming today since its hari raya puasa. so, alls well! lets just see if it ends well. :]]]]]]]

happy happy me!

2007-10-08T03:21:00.000-07:00

YEAH! :] im so freaking happy! today was another awesome day. after chinese paper 2 ended at 9.30 am, we did not run the victory run as we were being considerate and understanding towards the PSLE students. but, we did shout and sing after we left the school compounds! :) first, we ate orange bowl before proceeding to 7 eleven to buy yogurt drink for clarisse and chips. then, we squeezed (and i mean, literally) to prissy's house. her dog is so CUTE!!! oh gosh! husky is big and gray and clare and shi jie were crazy over him. they kept taking photos of him. :] husky has those big brown eyes that are seriously adoring. and he will give like puppy dog eyes and make you want to hug him like a cutey bear. AWWW!!! anyways...we watched "a walk to remember" first, then took a glimpse of some of the songs in "high school musical 2" after some funny incidents (haha!). by then, it was 1.05pm (according to clare) and we went for a toilet break. while clare and clarisse were in the toilet, we told clare to stall clarisse while we tried to get ready the cake. we managed to light up the candles in time and we managed to surprise her! she said loads of "oh god" but it was common, and, i forgot to bring the damn flowers!!! SO SORRY, TAN YAN DAN! you shall get your present on wednesday.and then we watched "just my luck" and "evan almighty". husky is so cute! im starting to LOVE dogs!!! <3>

blogging

2007-10-06T22:42:00.000-07:00

Haha! so its been up, up, up for me! yesterday was great fun. :] after a relaxing (surprisingly) swimming lesson, bathed slowly and dad actually came on time! he sent me to thomson plaza with my shiny pink purse and ninnart and rae's cute presents. went there and saw that only pamela, frederick, glen and justin were there. talked a bit, and kenneth arrived. cheng mei ah cheng mei, every body was so stunned when they knew that cheng mei blogged about the party, the presents... she was the last to arrive. we went to collect the cake after getting freaked out with frederick swinging so high and jumping off. the cake was blueberry(not me) and the icing was acceptable. but, rae and ninnart said that they loved it, so never mind! we saw them coming and we freaked out and the guys all ran away with the cake and tried to light the candles(glen's failed attempt) me and cheng mei grabbed our presents and balloons and ran behind the bushes with the guys. after finally lighting the candles, we popped out of the bushes and popped those party poppers! ninnart and rae were super suprised! :] after singing the happy birthday song and laughing about our journey there, we proceeded to eat the cake at the small pavillion. glen liked the cake, so he ate like, half the cake.and then we played with sparkles! pretty pretty sparkles! i felt so kiddy! but, never mind, it was fun! the guys then went to play at the swing while we hid glen's phone. went to eat at kfc then rushed to church. well, frederick was trying to act the hero so cheng mei challenged him to hold the trombone the whole time back without changing hands. haha! cant believe he really did it. met luke at the church and went up to the auditorium together. turned out they did not need to play the instruments yesterday. haha! but they had to sing with us. :] uncle al asked each of us to sing a sentence alone and it was freaky! and dear dear pamela had to put that chicken behind her butt. gross. i shall not say about the more finer details since we talked about it at the roti prata house after choir practice for supper. just need to know that uncle al got pissed. :[ we talked loads and laughed loads during supper at the roti prata house. i ordered a milo dinosaur and loved it! but justin and glen had escaped during our walk there, so only pamela, cheng mei, rae, ninnart, frederick, luke and kenneth went to eat... after that, we all split and went home. it was kinda creepy walking home at about 11pm. but mum was waiting for me downstairs, so it was better. went home and found out that jie was not at home. i was so worried about her i could not sleep until i heard the front door open. this morning, woke up early and met pearlyn at the bookshop for mass. saw who she wanted to see, who i wanted to see. then we split and me and my whole family went to the roti prata house at sin ming to eat. thanks goodness i didnt eat prata yesterday. church today was crowded and there was nearly not enough space for my family since they were so late. came home and buffed my nails till they shone like moonbeams. i dont have anything to do! so i played the piano like crazy and listened to the radio and buffed my nails, and now i am listening to music and blogging. i like slacking! next on the list of slacking is... tv! i am going to sore my eyes by watching tv for 4 hours straight today. and tomorrow, movie marathon with chips at prissy's house!!! and tuesday...outing and movie!!! and thursday...learning to cook with mum cuz she is going to korea soon and i, being the sensible one, will have to learn to cook seeing that my sister is hopeless at cooking. life seems to be getting more and more exciting now that the exams are over!!! :] <3

cheating a tiny little bit.

2007-10-05T03:34:00.001-07:00

YO! new blog skin!!! its looking great. i cannot believe that i did that in...5min! cool! and although the 8th of october (end of exams) is here, but thats only chinese. and if there is anything im not afraid of, its chinese. its going to be a piece of cake. and then, the real action starts. well, actually, the real action today, when pam, cheng mei, esther and i went to buy something! first, me and cheng mei were in class in the morning talking about choir practice for exam mass and stuff and i was saying about not going (cuz i had swimming) but cheng mei told me that they were going to buy THAT and asked me to go along. since i didnt have anything better to do, i said ok. then esther came to our class after e.lit paper(pretty easy for me). i must say, watching esther talk to people like bunhamboo(justin chan) or frederick, is very comical. cheng mei was stressed over not getting her trombone from regina(her senior) today since there was the instrument practice at 8pm today. choir practice tomorrow! i hope its going to be great fun. walking around takashimaya has gotten me dead beat! my legs are aching! how on earth am i going to swim fast enough tomorrow? mr chan is going to kill me and make me do more squats! then got to rush to some where for something and have loads of fun. me, pamela and cheng mei had a great laugh while trying to order something. me and pam were arguing and arguing right in front of the poor people behind the counter. they were laughing as well. cheng mei went to hans and bought an apple pie, i went to the soya bean place to buy soya bean...oh. all this happened at thomson plaza. running after the bus, getting cheated, what a crazy day! oh, a quick shout out to my dears, priscilla ho and shi jie! so sorry! i will not be able to watch nanny diaries with you all! have this con 2 clique outing and we're going to watch it...stick to balls of fury thats all. and i spent loads of money today, im going bankrupt. my fund is close to a negative! :( but, movie marathon, class chalet, ms tan's wedding, here i come! (and of course loads of other exciting stuff thats happening but i have forgotten, so remind me!)

back with a whole new energy!

2007-09-14T05:24:00.000-07:00

whee! i am totally back after a very long break. hehe. sorry, but i will be gone...again. because the end-of-year exams are just around the corner and i have got to make sure i study. if you don't see me and msn either, its because i don't plan on going on msn until my end-of-year exams are over on the 8th of October. but, i will be going out like nearly every day after the EOY exams...so..hehe. not seeing me again! for those who get to see me in school 5 times a week, good for you! and me and clare have finished the LD board!!! it is looking great, by the way. and we finished the curtains, the words and achievements and everything! i am so happy and proud! and tomorrow there is that bloody hsk exam which makes my saturday even more busy than it already is. i already have that stupid crappy swimming with that oversized jacket, pajamas set and shirt which is like drowning, by the bloody way. you just jump in and sink. thats what i do, anyway. and mum is making tang yuan now for like, family bonding. i shall go join them now. toodles! <3

its a brand new start!!!

2007-08-31T05:16:00.000-07:00

wells... it came as a shock when i woke up the next morning and found out that st. nicks is suffering from power failure and that there is no school today. i couldnt get back to sleep after that. i played a bit of the piano, watched a bit of tv and went to confirm if we were still going out today. (shi jie, clarisse and cheng mei) and they said yes!!! thats when the real fun started. we met at around 12.30-1pm and went to buy good tickets for hairspray before eating at pepper lunch (amk hub)!!! very yummy! beef pepper rice rocks! yup. and we were so scared that we were going to be late for the movie. but we werent. it was nice, zac efron looked uber cute...hehe. yes...i know what most of you must be thinking. ming qi has ANOTHER eyecandy? haha. well, i do! :) the movie ended quite early so we went to eat some MORE food. chicken teriyaki rice set! then this weird old man came and sat down beside us and started talking to us! he was irritating. VERY irritating. but, cheng mei is so smart that she wore school uniform to amk hub so we had to uphold the school's dignity and poise or whatever. we went down to ntuc extra after that and started shopping for fbts. haha. we didnt buy any, of course. but we went in and out of shops and especially EARRING shops. shi jie had the sudden urge to splurge. haha. we saw more and more st. nicks and ij people, we got so SCARED that today might actually have school. but i dont think we do...i must stop worrying. but man, is my schedule packed. tomorrow i will have swimming once again before going to my grandma's house. on sunday, i will go for the 9am mass as usual (and arrive 10minutes late, as usual) before leaving immediately for catechism with my sis and bro. right after that, my bro will leave for soccer and my sis will go for her badminton while i go home to use the comp. (most likely) my mum will call and ask for what dinner we want. at 8, my mum will rush in and pester us to eat. we will watch a bit of family tv and go to sleep. on moday, elissa, zhen yan and clarisse are coming to my house to do the home econs project. on tuesday, i will finish that little bit of holiday homework that i have. on wednesday and thursday i shall participate in the study group with zhen yan, clarisse and shi jie. we will study science and maths respectively and watch ratatouille and evan almighty for each session. on friday, i will slack the whole day and study a bit on my own. definitely play loads of piano. then, saturday, then sunday, then school will reopen and i have a dental appointment before i can have my braces! priscilla ho and clarisse will wait for me and then we will go to her house for an ORLANDO BLOOM movie marathon. yay! WOW. this is a really long post. the reason why im telling you my schedule so early is that i have...a little problem. i will be keeping off blogger for a while...i will be all refreshed and hopefully with energy the next time i post. which will be a very long time from now on. dont miss me!!! <3

ITS A BRAND NEW START!!!

bored

2007-08-29T00:48:00.001-07:00

would you actually believe that im BORED? me, gossip queen, ms chatterbox, talkative, busy, stressed me, is BORED? whats the world coming to? well...im just BORED today. things are going to get a bit more interesting after today. i have ELDDS tmrw! :) none of the sec 3s are coming cuz they have prelims so i guess its just going to be us sec 2s and ms nat. im also going out on friday...since school ends at about 12.30pm...i want to watch movie marathon on friday but i wonder if any of them will want to watch...i want to watch: evan almighty! ratatouille! and hairspray(we are watching this)! BORED? for today. i have no home work(at least, i refuse to do them) my group has already handed up the geog assignment and i have already handed up the chinese story...im BORED! hai...i shall go play the piano. i heard this really nice song by elliot yamin. its called wait for you. go listen everybody! BORED?!

i passed!

2007-08-26T01:33:00.000-07:00

yay! I PASSED! i also managed to make it on time for the mass! whee! mei mei also passed..but rui qi failed. >:(

cute!

2007-08-24T07:05:00.000-07:00

OMG! today we went to support the poetry slam guys at R.I! there is one mix blood in bedok view who is shi jie's eye candy. and a red-haired ang mor kid in SJI!!! seriously cute. haha! IM GOING HIGH... and...seriously irritating guys from A.C.S. argh!

im happy!

2007-08-22T06:22:00.000-07:00

im happy! no matter how low i get for this term's ppr, im happy! no matter how many times my classmates tease me and <3,>

BIG ANNOUNCEMENT！

2007-08-21T01:21:00.000-07:00

BIG ANNOUNCEMENT!

i, samantha chia ming qi, declare that i am of sound mind in making this announcement. it breaks my heart to declare that i will not be playing the piano for a whole week. I REPEAT: I WILL NOT BE TOUCHING OR PLAYING THE PIANO FOR A WHOLE WEEK. thank you for your kind attention. for any enquiries or objections, please talk to me via msn. thank you.

dying >:(

2007-08-18T22:39:00.000-07:00

im dying. im seriously dying. bio test. swimming test. cme project. geog project. chinese hw. maths hw. and other countless things that go on forever. and my sis told me that there is a virus on msn so i cant use it. i just realised how much i use it. church was ok. swimming was ok. im dying! >:(

haha

2007-08-15T03:26:00.000-07:00

haha! the horrible maths test and ting xie are over!!! and now i have to study for geog test on friday which is actually ok. at least, im pretty sure i will pass. haha! then me and cheng mei and christal stayed back to rehearse a bit of the csp presentation. then christal left at about 4pm. then we met rae in her school uniform for the first time! haha! cheng mei showed her a few actions then we went to eat orange bowl. haha! after that, we returned to the upper concourse to play the piano again. then we realized we didnt know the "dip song" lyrics. so rae decided to call federick first and ask him if he knew. turned out he had a sore throat and didnt know. then daniel seow(bunny) called. rae put him on loudspeaker and thingking that there was no one else, he started singing the "dip song" off tune! me and cheng mei were trying so hard to control our laughter, in the end he heard us. he was so frantic! haha! poor bunny! haha! what a funny day! haha! <3>

whee!

2007-08-14T03:21:00.000-07:00

im uber bored! and i happen to have not much to write about. hai...i have a maths test tmrw and ting xie...and geog test on friday. and i have to stay back tmrw for the csp rehearsal with my group members...and rae is going to come to st.nicks! im excited. haha. and im happy to say that the birthday bash is going great! i told mum exactly how i wanted each slice of the pizza wrapped up, and papa is going to deliver them at about 3.15pm. and the candles are finished! me and shi jie wrote happy birthday and their names at the sides of the candles. the birth certificates are half done. yay! i managed to find chua xin yi who managed to find megan who managed to find moira. my juniors rock! but i still dont know who yi hui is so i dont think i can involve her inside this thing...and i ran out of construction paper to give shereen! i must rmbr to get some from jie jie. haha. hmm...i was practising the "dip song" for tmrw when me and my mum heard a recorder playing that. hmm...very nice. but i only heard it when i was playing the "joy song". too late, aaron! haha.

movie marathon

2007-08-10T03:35:00.000-07:00

today was great! first, we met up at amk hub outside subway, then clarisse said zhen yan was also coming. so we all went to watch rush hour 3 at 11.30am. then we went to eat lunch at the food court. i had terriyaki chicken set! very nice! :) then we went to check all the movies to see which other movie we would like to watch...we decided to watch "secret" directed by Jay Chou! he is so talented. he can sing,dance,act,direct a movie and loads more. hai...<3!>

national day tmrw!

2007-08-08T01:39:00.000-07:00

yay! its national day tomorrow! today was a half day and shi jie, clare, pearlyn, huili, clarisse, zhen yan, simin, jolene and me went to angel's house for a round of mahjong! i finally remembered how to play mahjong! its very fun. but too bad i dont have a mahjong set... :( papa said he will get me one but so far i havent seen any mahjong set yet...i just added zhen yan's home econs research to our project! its considered half done. i am still waiting for clarisse and elissa to send me their research! hai...and i managed to make a bit of arrangements for friday's movie marathon at AMK hub... we should be meeting at around subway then go to watch alone! and scream our hearts out! whee! i cant wait to watch rush hour 3 after that. im sure its very funny. haha! oh, and maybe i am going to play pool with zhen yan, huili and pearlyn...maybe. :]

scary day!

2007-08-06T03:28:00.000-07:00

whee! today was great. sort of. everything went smoothly during class...my pair was the first to finish the e.lit thing! whee! then 杜老师 told us that there was going to be no chinese remedial cuz the st. johns had to gather at 3pm and she could not make it in time. whee! then shi jie said she still wanted to eat orange bowl. then clare, priscilla and clarisse also wanted to eat with us. whee! i ate $1.50 orange bowl without dou ya without fish ball and a little bit of chili. i also had a cup of milo. we gossiped loads as usual, since i was there, THE GOSSIP QUEEN! whee! then we went to see how the preparation for sngs ndp day was coming. its great. we saw the uniform groups in their uniforms marching around. whee! then we went to the ladies and played the piano for a while. whee! then they had this idea of sneaking into the male staff toilet. we did manage to sneak in for a while and exhibit. whee! then i bought lemon barley on the way back and saved a tiny bit for papa when he came to fetch me and meimei. he said it was very shiok! and i educated my dad on youtube and how to use it. whee! i also managed to get a draft organized piece of our outing on the 10th of august. and my family is actually thinking of leaving me to my csp while they go to wild wild wet or jurong east! thats unfair! whee! haha! :) i <3>

i wanna a doggy!!!

2007-08-04T22:22:00.000-07:00

WAAAAHHHH! i wanna a doggy. i wanna a cute, small, furry, fluffy fuzzball!!! i wanna doggy! just now after we came back from thomson plaza, we saw this doggy training class outside at the field. some doggys are soooo cute! aaron and his mum were attending the class. their dog was adorable man! so small and fluffy! eeeeeeeee! I WANNA DOGGY!!!

reflection

2007-08-02T04:17:00.000-07:00

this post is about some reflection on my part. im going to be faithful this week for once...hai. i know im going to suffer. when i told clare and shi jie during lunch today, they started bad-mouthing a certain character i like a lot! thats why i know im going to suffer for the rest of the week. thank goodness i can consider 3 days off already...i like playing icy tower! its thrilling, since i havent played it for like, a million years. e.lit passage-based test was ok. quite good. bio graded assignment has been postponed! yippee! and ms tan went for the sports trip, so ms cheryl sim will be taking over currently! she is a good teacher. well, ya. clarisse tan yan dan did not come to school today! she is so dead for not telling me. :) muahahaha

higher chinese

2007-07-30T02:07:00.000-07:00

:) yo! haha! im uber happy today. first, we got back our physics test paper. most people failed and got single digit. i failed too, but i got double digit! haha! that is so not why im happy. the next that came up was history graded assignment. it was according to grades and i realized i was one of the top few! yay! im happy cuz i want to take history next year. and another reason why i am uber high is because we got back our chinese paper today! though most people barely passed and got things like 25 over 50, i am one of the highest with my 34.5/50!!! woots! du lao shi was staring at me when she said my marks out. i was biting on my lip to stop myself from screaming. haha! im sooooo happy. my comprehension was the best to me...whee! i asked her what the criteria was to take higher chinese next year and i found out that if i am accepted to take higher chinese next year, one of the higher chinese girls will have to drop to express! OMG! :( i feel sad for that. me, shi jie and clarisse went to eat orange bowl after that. i was super crazy to ask the uncle to give me loads of chili. i suffered loads because of that. it was really HOT! haha! :) <3

its not me, its you.

2007-07-29T02:19:00.000-07:00

ITS NOT ME, ITS YOU! you are the problem. thats right! im talking about you. im OVER this freaking problem. I DONT CARE ANYMORE! yay! now for the real piece:

woots!

YESTERDAY
firstly, we were late for the funeral mass for father louis fossion. may he R.I.P. then, we went to eat luch at kfc. it was fun! me, esther, cheng mei, rae and pearlyn. we kept walking around and around while waiting for ninnart. then we were about to go to church when we discovered that it was sort of raining. drizzling. we met glen on the way and ran to church together. haha! esther and pearlyn were so cute to watch! trying to cross the overhead bridge. hehe. i shall not be mean. wells, swimming was easy! passed it all...ended early this time. and i realised that i dont have swimming for the next 2 weeks cuz of some...arrangements. hehe.

TODAY
well...me, pearlyn and cheng mei went for 9am mass. saw the usual...hehe.who they wanted to see, at least. then cheng mei had to leave for chinese class. then me and pearlyn met gerald sim on the way and asked him to eat with us. so we went over to the roti prata house. pearlyn got really high on the way and he kept laughing. hehe. i ate chicken bryani! yum yum! well, it was too much for me to eat anyway. then we had the vocation fair thing. we started off with the scavenger hunt. for ANSWERS! hehe. quite ok. i saw zewei's brother (97c)-sec 1 and mei mei's catechism's teacher's son(97b)-sec 3. hai...managed to finish home economics and e.lit reflection essay! woots! then paps fetched me home.and here i am. after playing on the piano. nicely, today. haha!

what people think of me

2007-07-27T02:39:00.001-07:00

what people think of me: ming qi is a gossip queen. dont tell her any secrets or she will tell everyone. ming qi is very guai. she dos all her work. ming qi is very emotional. I KNOW! but actually, being in my position, can have the good and bad side. the bad side is that no one will want to tell you their secrets for fear that you will tell someone right after that. the GOOD side is better. much better. its not that i like threatening people, its just i hate being in tight spots. thats why, if i have control of the situation, i will feel less stressed. for example, i currently definitely know at least one or two secrets of every person i know. haha! this makes me comfortable. it makes me feel like i have the upper hand! haha. and i must tell you, that feeling is shiok! at least, i feel shiok. hehe. im not going to tell you about my day except for the fact that it was crappy. argh! so if you think of bullying ME, think twice, i know things that you never knew that i knew. and im not going to ruin it by telling you. remember. you cannot have a dark secret without telling at least one person. and just to let my peeps know, i know all your dark secrets. so WATCH OUT! i could spill the beans any time. dont try to mess with me. im NO JOKE. i could ruin your friendships. i could really hurt your feelings. i could really backstab you. so watch out, man! you really dont want to try me. i like things done my way. and i can get really pissed if things dont go my way, and if i get pissed, who knows what may happen? i may "accidentally" let all your secrets slip! and there goes your happy school life. just to let you all know, pardon me, but my day has really been very bad. and i need to vent my frustrations. wha! i feel better! but seriously. DONT MESS WITH ME, OR YOU WILL LIVE TO REGRET IT. AND IF YOU THINK OF BACKING OUT, ITS TOO LATE. THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. AND ITS ALL YOUR FAULT. sorry it had to be this way, but it does. pacify me before i do something YOU are going to regret. REMEMBER: I KNOW YOUR DEEPEST DARKEST SECRETS.

gone!

2007-07-26T03:55:00.000-07:00

whee!!! gone! ms tan is gone! she is going to be for a few days on course...yay!i know im being very mean but...hehe. wells...i cant help it if thats the way i feel! woots! and another thing thats gone. *sigh* we have decided to back out of the trailer. aaaahhhh!!! no more sji and hwa chong boys! boohoo! haha. well, we were unprepared and totally did not want to embarrass ourselves. yup. i ordered LD jacket from eunice today! im so excited about getting it. and natalie didnt come today...so we were playing a few games. haha! space jump is super fun! oh ya! as usual, we gossiped loads during lunch. haha. im bursting to tell someone about this really hot gossip! but...i have PINKy sworn that i wouldnt tell...so. i shall keep my promise. i know! i shall write in my diary and "accidentally" show someone! haha. no lah! im not that mean. this is one gossip that i will keep. hey! if you all havent noticed, i do keep gossip for myself! and i do not tell them at all lor! chinese letter writing wasnt that bad. went well, actually. nothing else...oh! mum said she got free tickets to watch harry potter tomorrow! and since i dont need to stay back for trailer anymore, i can go watch with pie pie and mum! and tomorrow clarice chau is going to lend me her harry potter book! even though i already know the ending, i still want to read it! very excited for what seems like to be a good day tomorrow! :D

woots!

2007-07-25T01:31:00.000-07:00

oh goodness!!! i totally forgot i was in trailer!!! then when rebecca and shereen said that they wanted to meet up after school, i was like...why? then clare and shi jie told me it was about the trailer...i was like. oh no. then i totally freaked out when they said that we were supposed to present our trailer on this coming saturday in the morning! oh goodness! something happened that made we relieved today! then we decided to have a movie marathon on august 10, our school holiday! we will watch simpsons first, then rush hour 3, we were planning on watching alone too... but huili told us that it was nc 16...urgh! well...these 2 movies will have to do. then now i wonder whether we have csp on saturday if we have the vocation fair on sunday. i sort of wanted one saturday to myself...hai...and now i have a packed schedule, as usual. aiyo!very xian diao! and clare, shi jie and christal really can get information hah!!! they were pestering so much i was damn irritated. :/ hope you all got what you wanted. even though it doesnt seem much... MOVIE MARATHON!

decided

2007-07-24T06:17:00.000-07:00

i have decided people!!! i want to take higher chinese! eee!!! im soo nervous! i want to take! haha. im going crazy. i was banging on the piano so loudly just now. "listen to your heart" is so damn nice. and easy to play too! i got this website where i can get so many free piano scores. and i happen to <3>

combined

2007-07-21T23:39:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY
i now have an idea of how my next 4 weeks of swimming will be. i will be first, pass all times i try, mr chan wont have time to scold me and i will end extremely late and feel extremely tired. well...as long as i pass, i dont think it would really matter...so yesterday was ok. had the science cetre thing in the morning...quite ok. water works was closed because it was "raining".lan diao!!! so we ended super early for nothing.me and cheng mei went to csp quite late...but in time for rosary...mei went to the ndp parade...nothing much else...oh ya! there was this freaking irritating guy in curiousity who likes to insult people. he was REALLY irritating.yup.

TODAY
couldnt go to church with pearlyn and esther cuz pearlyn has this...erm...performance?yup. first, we ate at church and then we dropped mum off cuz she was throwing this party. then we went to the library...and then to toa payoh. i bought a new pair of shoes(cuz mum spoilt mine in the morning) and mei bought fake nails cuz i had fake nails too...my cute brother bought bread...welll. he loves bread...so i have nothing to say. haha. I LOVE MY WATER BABIES!!! they are so adorable! it is their one week anniversary! haha. i have officially finished all my homework! yay!!! all i have to do is get my school socks in place, pack my bag, get ready my uniform, set the alarm, and thats about all...i suppose. haha! it suddenly seems like a lot of things to do. urgh! haha. im in a happy mood cuz dad let me buy a new pair of beautiful shoes. OMG. i love the song "beautiful girls" by sean kingston! its nice! haha. yup.

once again, I LOVE MY WATER BABIES!!! toodles! :)

yay!

2007-07-19T04:35:00.000-07:00

yay!!! we did the bhangra dance today and we got 3rd!!! OMG! im so happy! partly because i was one of the four leads and because i choroegraphed more than 1/3 of the whole dance. :) then we shared the prize of twisties and chocolates and pringles. haha! then when we had to change, me, clarissa and shi jie went to the balcony to change. we only realised, when our costumes were off, that we were actually facing our bodies to the whole canteen. shi jie started laughing so hard, she couldnt wear her LD shirt. i was giggling the whole time. clarissa was so smart, she wore her blouse and had to go change into her LD shirt again...she nearly lost her wallet. i went back to class with her and found it under her table. woots! my costume is ok! it is sort of a yellow dress with white pants and a white scarf. i was so nervous! shu xiang helped me put on the powder, blusher and eyeliner while some people attempted to tie my hair after saying that it was too smooth. i was like...diao. haha!!! then before the performance, i hurriedly pulled my hair down in a heap on my shoulders. then it was our turn. i was so freaking out...but they were laughing so i guess it was ok...oh ya!!! i had 6 yellow bangles on my right hand, and this red strip of sticker that was pasted on my forehead. except for the fact that everybody's pants were so freaking big, the costume was acceptable. for me, at least. hehe. then was LD!!! every thing went smoothly...oh ya!!! i have decided that my favourtie food shall be...(drumroll) dadadadadada... MUSHROOM CHEESE SANDWICH!!! not only are there potatoes, there are mushrooms and hot dogs! it is so freaking nice. yup! today was a great day. muahahaha. :)

heng ah!

2007-07-18T03:07:00.000-07:00

i feel so...relieved man!!! cuz our bhranga dance has finally been choroegraphed!!! shu xiang did 3 sets of 8 counts, i did 3 sets of 8 counts and pearlyn did 3 sets of 8 counts...of course, i had loads of help from clarissa goh...and pei wei did the arrangement of where we are going to stand tomorrow when it is competition day!!! omg. i am freaking out!!! i was bathing just now and practising at the same time...haha...i nearly slipped and fell...after we finshed at about 3-4pm plus went with clare, shi jie and gwyneth to eat orange bowl!!! guo tiao gan de bu yao dao gei bu yao yu yuan, yi dian lao jiao!!! woo hoo!!! damn hot and spicy! <3

ORANGE BOWL ROCKS!!!

short post

2007-07-17T06:05:00.000-07:00

im gonna keep this short cuz i have no time and too many things to do. first, i want to go buy the bhangra dance costume tmrw!!! second, ms tan most likely wont be here tmrw!!! that means no remedial!!! yay! haha. today went back with clare after we choroegraphed 3 sets for the bhangra dance...yippee!!! its seriously weird and random... then we sat at the bus stop and listed everybody in the class and said how we felt about that person...muahahaha...i know i am being very mean...*yawn* very tired...with ting xie to learn...oh goodness!!!

whoopee!!

2007-07-16T05:51:00.000-07:00

oh yeah! oh yeah! oh yeah! the first oh yeah is that i have finally finished my compre test and summary test all in one day and i am extremely relieved!!! im going high. haha :) sorry man. ok. second oh yeah is that i have finally watched harry potter!!! woo hoo!!! i like lucius malfoy! i think i like blond guys...hmm...maybe. cuz i like tom felton too...but maybe not cuz i like rupert grint too...haha. lots of eye-candy...go catch it everyone! even though it is slightly boring...haha. no criticism from me today! im seriously high...i was ding donging on the piano until my dad got me to do something else...posting!!! haha. thats why im here...hmm. the third oh yeah is that i am officially satisfied with my blog! finally! and my msn. i have been wanting to add mre contacts for such a long time...but always had no opportunity...im going to make a story!!! i want to at least...i need some help...any suggestions people? i already have my plans to buy that $6 book from precious moments...or is it precious thoughts? haha. me and pearlyn are going to j8 next monday to buy a present for prissy ho...since her birthday is like next week...oh wells...whooppee!!! that means i can drink my vanilla milkshake next week! finally! im high! toodles! *giggle*

yippee!!!

2007-07-15T02:25:00.000-07:00

i have finally got a taste of what my next 5 saturdays are going to be like. well...yesterday's swimming was eeeeaaasssyyy!!! even though i was damn tired and hungry afterward, i felt great! i mean, me and my sis were discussing about how our abs were being formed while doing butterfly...i must 加油!haha! i must. well...my mom said it was ok if i didnt go church with them cuz i wanted to bring pearlyn to church...my mom encourages this kind of thing...especially since pearlyn always doesnt go to church...haha. i think gareth isnt a warden anymore...cuz i always see him at church with his parents :( well...omg. today i saw francis as an alterboy!!! i was like nudging my sis and she said he was not bad but too bad he is too young...haha. i also saw franz grosse...as an alterboy? i was shocked. haha. then we went to have lunch at sin ming's prata house. we saw mum's friend and i cant believe it!!! mum's friend wanted to matchmake my sis with her son...OMG. well...they are only a year apart afterall...and his mom thinks everyone in my family is nice since my mom is nice. haha. i didnt see pamela at church today...saw the regular...timothy, aloysius, mark, gareth, joan, christal...thats about all...i am the most silly person today. i wore heels to church!!! goodness!!! haha...oh ya! my father brought my 2 sis and my bro down and i had to wait for mom. when we finally got in the car, my sis and bro was like :" hey hey hey!!! isnt that aaron?" then i was like...:"so?" then they got crossed and pouted. haha. i suffered in church beacause of that. :( you will never believe how vulgar and violent they can get when they dont get to eat macdonalds. we went to bishan library and i managed to find the demon lord of karanda!!! omg it is a new book lah!!! after that we went to popular. my dad only gave us five minutes cuz he wanted to go cut his hair before my mom and my sis went to that modelling lesson...they learnt to walk today. haha. i bought this really cool crystal jelly (water baby) it starts off as a small seed or something and it grows into this fluffy cute bigger ball. my transparent one actually started to bud!!! its supposed to reproduce by budding and im so lucky that mine has started to bud on the first day!!! im so glad that i can watch harry potter soon... yippee!!! :)

whee!!!

2007-07-13T04:04:00.000-07:00

this is so boring...i have no homework and nothing to study for!!! im super bored...lan diao!!! my brain is dead. i havent done my compre test and i still dunno when the unsw is...next week is science presentation and i have managed to finish the slides all by my self!!! im going to send it to cheng mei for her to edit. well...i guess celine, pei wei and sarah can slack off a bit...anyways...sarah is still in ireland...and not coming back until the 19th, so we cant present on the 18th, so we are the last group!!! hooray! speaking of celine, argh!!! she's is really quite tall already, and she is sitting in the first row. even if she is not in my row, she is still blocking me from seeing certain things on the white board!!! i told her and asked her to bend down a bit as i could see she was sitting up straight, she listened and she didnt care!!! wth. even zhenyan had the courtesy to bend down until her face was on the table! why couldnt she do the same? wth. if the notes that i didnt copy because of celine is important, im never going to forgive that girl. wth. jin shun is so pitiful...oh oh oh!!! i borrowed king of the murgos again after returning it like, 2 days ago...i cant stand it!!! its so damn nice. :)

OMG

2007-07-12T04:46:00.000-07:00

Eeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! OMG! i cant believe i can be soooooo lucky! today, ms ng and mollu leong didnt come, so we had 3 periods to do the whole bhangra dance...then pearlyn and shu xiang dragged me to the balcony cause they must have known that i was in dance for 6 years so...i helped them. since i was a girl, i was happy!!! even though we have to wear that revealing sari :( then, me and shi jie did not do the compre test at all and left class at 11.45am to meet mr adrian wong at the forum. we went to buy food and got there on time. the performance started at 1pm but we got there extra early, so me and heidi were looking at the hot white shirt guys...not that there were many. OMG. however...hmm...there are 3 actors that are so totally good-looking and cute!!! first, is ernie. he is so...haha...funny. next, is my favourite!!! THE CHIEF. not only is he fatherly, he looks so cute!!! lastly is ryan!!! OMG! he was acting as a drunkard who wanted to rape this girl in the show...me and shi jie were squealing at him!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! im going boy crazy. well...we came back and found out that natalie was not coming, so we went to MACDONALDS. me, jia yu, xin yi and shi jie. and another OMG!!! i saw angelina bong and patrick sitting at the end of macdonalds!!! i was hypervantilating lah!!! we stayed there until we finished our food. then as i was walking to bishan park bus stop to take bus with jia yu, i saw angelina bong in front of us!!! i was like, hiding and hiding from her.HAHA!!! today is so OMG!!!